Lustful Eyes (not edited)

11

Before Nikki went on tour with the guys we found out that we was gonna have a son. From that day to this since being on tour he has called me to check in to see how mommy and son were doing.

I told him how I was what I did and how many times if any our son would kick.

"Have you thought of a name for him?" he asked

"I was thinking of the names Bently, Eric, Erin, Ryder, Gunner, and Alexsander," I tell him the names I liked

"I thought of William, Decker, Jaxon, Alessandro, Lorenzo," he tells me

"What about Jaxson Nikki Sixx or Alexsander Jaxson Sixx?" I asked

"I like both so it's hard"

I smiled

" I like both as well but which is favorited by you more?"

"The first" he replied

"Well then that is his name"

"wait which do you like more?"

"I really like the first one too, so that is now his name since we both like it."

"I can't wait to see you and Jax," he said already giving our son a nickname.

"I can't wait to see you either and if Jax was born he would be the same," I tell him

"Hey I gotta go, I love you  both try and be careful ok," he said

"I love you too and I will, you come back home to me in one piece," I tell him

"I promise you I will," he said

We hung up and I sat there rubbing my belly and just relaxed.

I missed Nikki like crazy even though I just got off the phone with him. It was not the same as him being here with me.

I got up and headed upstairs and grabbed my safe box and used my key necklace that so many have asked about thinking it was something totally different then what it's actually for. I would always tell them it is the key to something very important to me.

I carried it over to the bed and sat down and opened it.

I decided to start with the letters, I read them. and no matter how many times I read them and re-read them they still make me emotional. I put the letters down and moved on to the pictures. I smiled and teared on some of them then laughed at the others.

I was holding the whole where Nikki and I were kissing the day we found each other again.

"Going down memory lane again huh baby"

I dropped the picture and looked at my husband

I slid off the bed and ran over to him and wrapped my arms around him and kissed him.

He chuckled and held me as close as my belly would allow.

"I missed you Nikki, and we just got off the phone moments ago," I said

I looked confused than at him

"Wait, you were just on the phone with me how did you here so fast?" I asked

 "Well, we were a city over so I got into a cab and came home. I missed my sexy baby momma and son" he replied before kissing me again.

"So glad you are home baby."

"I am glad to be home, it sucked not having you with me while we were on tour."

I pulled him over to the bed and we sat down him behind me with his arms around me rubbing my belly.

I put the pictures and letters away and locked the box before I pushed it away and just relaxed in Nikki's arms.

"Can you believe we created Jax to hell on fire?"

I laughed

"Well it's a good song and we did more than paint the sky with desire" I answered

He chuckled and turned my head and kissed me softly, and laid me on the bed and stripped me than himself before he proceeded to make love to me and make me orgasm multiple times. We laid in the aftermath tangled up and me tracing his tattoos.

"I missed that too"

I laughed and kissed his chest, his neck, his jaw. Before he turned his head and I kissed his lips.

He dropped his arm from behind his hand and held my face as we kissed.

"I missed it too."

I laid my head back down on his chest and went back to tracing his tattoos while he started running his fingers up and down my side before he rubbed my belly.

"Seems so unreal."

"I know, but seeing your bump every time I see you tell me that this pregnancy is real and you are really carrying my son."

"I would carry your babies till I could never carry anymore."

"Cause you are an amazing woman and I love you"

"I love you too."

I laid there in his arms and fell asleep.