Promises (Season 2)

Chapter 2

I widen my eyes and I feel something freeze inside me.

I clear my throat and shove myself out of the embrace.

Y/n: "Uh....wow...really? Um..wh-who?"

I look down at my hands and bite my lip as I feel something inside me feel.... betrayed.

Jungkook: "You remember IU? My...ex in highschool?"

I widen my eyes and that's when all of those emotions come flooding in again.

High school, supposed to be the greatest time of my teenage life, I can confirm that that was fucking lie.

When I was a sophomore, I had a crush on my best friend. Even though, I should have known.....I wasn't good enough, I never will be.

~~Flashback~~

As I nervously go up to Jungkook, ready to tell him the truth about my feelings to him, I see him....kissing a girl.

And that was a senior... Lee Ji-eun, also known as IU.

I widen my eyes and start to back up and as I feel my heart break, I turn around and run. I just run.

When I bumped into somebody, I lookup and see....Jimin.

Jungkook's friend, who transferred a couple of weeks ago.

I gulp and look down. When I see him stick his hand out, I shake my head and stand up on my own.

Jimin: "Hey, are you okay Y/n?"

I shake my head as I place my hand on my face and I just shake.

Y/n: "I-I'm sorry....sorry I'm bothering you.... I'll...I'll leave you alone."

As I was leaving, I didn't realize that he was following me. When I sat at a bench and tried to take a breather, I see him sit next to me.

And I never would have thought, he would be my boyfriend...but also hurt me too.

~~End of flashback~~

When I look up at Jungkook, I smile tightly and tell him in the most "I'm happy for you but I'm dying on the inside" voice

Y/n: "I'm so happy for you!"

When an awkward silence fell over us, I say before I choke up.

Y/n: "W-Well.....you should go to her. Since she is your girlfriend."

I start shoving him out and before he could say anything, I shut the door on him and lock it.

I gasp a breath out loud and I silently sob.

When I fall to the floor slowly, I stay there for a few seconds before

*Knock knock knock*

I look up and wait.

Yoongi: "Y/n... it's Yoongi."

I sigh and wipe away the tears and unlock the door and open it.

I see him there with a sympathetic look and I smile sadly with a few tears falling.