I kissed a Girl

Day 1

I took deep breaths before going to her. Mitsuki. Her name sends a shiver down my spine. I must tell her before she moves away. I want to admit my feelings for her. But what if she thinks am crazy? What if she thinks I am just a pervert? What if she doesn't want to be friends anymore? I feel like she will yell and curse at me. Push me away and tell the world that I like girls. She had cut her hair and she looks even more beautiful with her hair like that. Perfect like the morning sun. I should confess but I still don't know what to say. Or when to say it. 

I groaned out and shuffled my hair roughly as I did my best. What should I say? I want to tell her but what should I tell her? I can't just go up to her and say 'Hey I have a crush on you for a whole year know and wanted to tell you before you go' Like for real how lame can that be and she will definately yell and insult me. What do I do? How do I do it? What should I show? What should I start with? Should I just take action like a drama movie? No I am too shy. What? What to do? What to do?

"Are you ok Gwen?" I jumped back almost falling on my butt when she spoke so close to my face

"Y-Yeah!" I basically yelled everyones eyes fell upon us

"Are you sure? You have been spacing out since I told you about the move" she tells me a bit worried

Oh my god she is so close I just want to kiss those lips of hers but I just can't. She will think am a freak. Then I know I had ruined my chances with her. Even if its for a few days. I want to give her happy moments before she goes away.

"Meet me here when schools over!" I basically yelled at her as I ran off

I am such a coward. I should have told her straight on. But I can't this is not some Disney Movie that with singing and dancing my wish will come true. I met up with George as he was with his boyfriend Alexis. They look so cute but will Mitsuki accept my feelings if I tell her. George knows about my crush. He knows am Bisexual so plus he is gay so he is always been there for me. He was the one who helped me open my eyes to this world.

I always felt some weird attraction for girls and boys until George explained to me about the different sexualities in humans. I ended up identifying myself as a bisexual. I like girls and boys. I feel it deep within my heart. But my heart is going for the first girl I started feeling this emotions. Mitsuki. After today I will risk it I have to tell her. No more chickening out.

"Did you finally tell her?" He asked me all excited

I slumped down and answer sadly "Nooo..."

"Girl just throw that hook and just wait for it to take a bite... But the more impatient you are the more she will swim away" he explains

"And right know she is swimming away..." Alexis was the one who spoke

"I don't understand it... How did you guys even meet?" I asked them as I stared at them both

"We met at the beach... I was screaming out that I want a boyfriend and this goofball full of fur and love... Laughed at me..." George explains as he blushes lightly

"I basically made him cry so I felt bad for what I did... I apologized and at the end of that embarrassing day... I asked him out" Alexis chuckles at the memory

"I thought it was a joke because you know girl this days anyone can bully you... But I saw the honesty in his eyes... Plus I wanted to se..."

"SO WE WENT ON OUR DATE... And after the fifth date we became official..." Alexis interrupts George

"I was gonna say giant heart... Pervert" George quickly remarks

I started laughing at their gentle bickering. It was pretty cute how they met. I should do it as well. I should risk it. Even if its embarrassing but it can't be as embarrassing as what George had to go through. Even I would feel embarrassed and try to run away crying. Imagine thinking nobody around and you scream out your deepest desires. And a person just comes out of nowhere and laughs at it.

Then try to make it worse man I would run away and never show my face to the public. I can't imagine that. Goerge was so lucky that this boy is also gay. Funny how it seems but I still don't know what to say? Or what to do? Should I write it in a letter? Should I send it to her through text? No I told her to meet me when school ends. I gulped and just went to class. The last class. Just one more class. Today is Friday school usually starts getting empty at this time.

I bid my good bye to George and Alexis. They always cut their last class on Fridays to go on a date and just have fun. Should Mitsuki and I ever date would she like to cut her last class each Friday to go on dates? Random dates. The moment I reached the classroom the teacher looks very much annoyed. I entered and in my classroom were only six students. I know that like eight didn't come to school today but still. We are a classroom of like 22 students. So today only 14 came to class and know theres only six in here.

Seven counting with me so basically seven are cutting class. The teacher was writting on the board already and so I took my usual spot. Its too soon to say. But even the bell rang and nobody was coming in. The halls looked ghost empty. You can even hear the other teacher start their class. Its so quiet.

"Alright... You all must write this answer it and then bring it to me to sign it and give you a 25 bonus for the next exam..." The teacher had announced as she just placed the lines "When signed you can go..." 

25 POINTS! Her tests are so hard for me but if I get those 25 points I at least can pass her test with a C or B. It was five questions and each had five answers. Multiple choice. Each question was slightly long but maybe she is just bored and wants to leave. Plus when she signs it we can leave early so I can do this.

I wrote each question while answering it at the same time. This questions were easy except the last one. This question is complicated but I choose c for the last answer. Already Javier had standed up to hand his notebook. I only need to fix my few grammar errors for trying to write fast. But Javier and Willmarie write fast. As expected Wilmarie stood up and she had a light smile.

She is smart but I am not much fan of really skinny girls. And brasers. I had a boyfriend he had brasers and every time we tried to kiss his brasers would cut me so many times. So I vowed not to date anyone else with brasers. Without learning how to kiss them without being cut.

"Gwen... Your the last one... As usual..." I looked around and I felt so much embarrassment

"Am sorry..." I apologized and stood up bag on shoulder

I always get at least three wrong answers but this time I got all five correct. The teachers eyes light up a bit and hands my notebook in return.

"Thanks Miss Golds" I tell her as I basically run out of the room and ran towards the spot

I was so excited when I saw Mitsuki there. My smile grew and I blushed slightly. Ok I will tell her I just need to be careful. The moment I reached her she looked serious but she smiled at me. Such a cute smile. Ok just simple talk then I will tell her. I am ready. I am ready. I can do this. I can do it. I am contemplating already.

"Your here early?" I tell her jockingly

"Teacher basically kicked us out... One of the students kept annoying her that we are only eleven students that its not fair bla bla bla... Next thing we know she screams with anger and told us to leave" she shrugs her shoulders as she crosses her arms

"Is normal... Even I would kick all my students out if nobody wants to learn..." I admitted slightly

We laughed a bit and I just love her laugh "Oh yeah... What was it you wanted to tell me?"

My heart stops and am blushing while saying "Oh yeah... Well... I... I... I..."

"I....." She is confused as well

I shut my eyes and just blurted it all out "I LIKE YOU... I HAVE LIKED YOU FOR A WHILE...!"

"Finally have the guts to tell me" her words shocked me

Wait. What? "What?"

"I can see you had a crush on me... Can't believe took this long to confess to me" she jokes at me as she gets close

"Y... Y... You knew!" I blurted out nervously

"Yeah..."