I kissed a Girl

Day 6

I stared at everyone as they all divided into their teams. I was in Julians team and Mitsuki was placed as group leader in the other because this being her last day. Mitsuki and I are excused tomorrow because Mitsuki travels tomorrow. Mom is driving them to the airport and as well I can say my goodbyes to them.

I stared at the wide open forest as everyone laughed and took pictures. Theres no wifi signal but luckily theres enough signal to call our parents or an ambulance. This is a one in a last time chance to walk around and look at the forest and its animals. I don't know when I will get this chance.

Mitsuki was too busy talking to the Teacher as well as Julian and so I decided on Nate. But I spotted Nate flirting with girls and his "stalker" glaring from a corner. I sighed out and just went for a walk. I don't need anybody to enjoy this. Its refreshing and its something new. The air is so smooth and moist. The sounds around me is so amazing and so relaxing. I wish I could live in a forest and just take it in. Take it all in and just feel at peace.

Is all I wanted. To feel at peace. I will miss her so much and I don't even know what I should do. Should I ask her to walk with me? Should I start saying my goodbyes? Should I steal a kiss? Should I sneak into her tent and sleep in her arms? Should I stay up for the camp fire and sit with her? 'MAN! I don't know what to do?!' I looked at everyone as a few girls had taken Mitsuki towards the lake so I just sighed out and had made up my mind. I will walk alone in the forest. 

I didn't care maybe I can cuddle with her at night. Everyone would want to hang out with her before she leaves tomorrow. I haven't even gotten to kiss her yet. We almost kissed. But was interrupted if the Principal hadn't planned this I would have asked Mitsuki to sleep over. I walked around enjoying the cold breeze against my skin and I stopped at the middle of a circle. There was a bench there and I was pretty far away so this must be the limit if a student is to wonder around unsupervised or without a ranger to show us the way back. 

I sat down and looked upwards excited by heart but not physically. Physically am drained everyone is so happy go lucky and am just some stranger to be avoided. I sighed out and someone sat on my lap. My whole body went rigid as who the hell would sit on my lap? Its not a guy am sure about that. There was this sweet smell of perfume and I slightly opened my eyes. It was Mitsuki. She slightly comes forward and wraps her arms around my neck. 

"O'y Misuki are you ok?" I asked her as I was shaking like a mad woman 

"Yeah... I wanted to hang out with my girl first... Its my last day and all... I don't care if someone see's us like this" she responded with such giant smile 

I felt my whole face heat up as she was basically on top of my lap. I gulped and just didn't feel much awkward but if someone sees up its all over for her and me. Reasons is bullying and I prefer to be bullied than Mitsuki getting bullied in her last day here. But she already made up her mind. I just can't handle this I am still a virgin and she isn't she already has experience. But with guys. Great am the girl in this relationship. I am so scared if we end up doing something. Wait no what am I even thinking! I know we won't do anything. I know it from heart. Not even a kiss. Man I want a kiss from her so badly.

We heard someone cough and we looked to see Julian all angry my face got even worse and everything was starting to spin "Mitsuki everyone's looking for you... They have something to give you..." 

"Ruining everything as usual Julian" Mitsuki says annoyed and I just gulped 

"Not ruining you know very well that if another student sees you both... The way Gwen looks everyone would think that your seducing her instead of both looking happy" Julian says then Mitsuki looks at me 

"Oh because she is as red as a tomato" Mitsuki basically says loudly with such a smile 

"AM NOT RED!" I basically yelled as tried to look angry 

Mituski gets off of me and starts laughing "You are so cute when your beet red... I hope we can finish this later baby" 

Finish. This. LATER! Oh no I feel like something bad is going to happen. The sky started to darken a bit. Maybe because its already evening so it looked pretty cool how the clear sky looked. I then stared at her as she swayed her butt around. As if she did this on purpose so Julian could see. Whats wrong with this two?

"Sorry if I interrupted but I couldn't take any longer of you two being like that" He basically admits to me 

I looked at him stunned as he just looked away towards the path back to camp. I sighed out and just rubbed my arm. I should head back I don't want to be a nuisance to him. I looked down as I felt this urges to cry. The day is ending. Tomorrow she leaves. I tried to forget the moment but I should snap back into reality. I took a step forward and then I was stopped my arm was grabbed. I looked back at Julian who looked down. Biting his lip. What's wrong? I looked at him and just turn slightly around. 

"I could sneak you into her tent... All Leaders have a tent of our own... Your alone in your own tent so I can sneak you into her tent" Julian suggested 

I could see the regret in his eyes but I smiled lightly and say softly as I looked down "No is ok... I don't want you getting into trouble and I could see the regret in your eyes..." 

His eyes looked up to me and I just don't know but they slightly brightened up. It was weird the sky is darkening how did his eyes slightly brightened. He lets me go and I just tilt my head softly. He rub his eyes roughly as if something got inside them. I stop him from scratching any longer it will only get worse. I made him get down and I just opened his eyes softly. They looked slightly red from all him rubbing his eyes. I saw a piece of dried grass in his eye and so I softly started blowing on it. 

It made his eye twitch but I kept going until it stopped and I just repeated it with the other eye. Man that gotta hurt and annoy dried grass and dirt. The wind must have blown is all. When I was done he rubbed his eyes once before trying to open them back up again.

"Better?" I asked him gently 

"Yeah!" he sounded excited 

"Know lets go... I don't want to find out what creepy crawlers come out at night" I basically shuddered at the thought of a centipede or a spider crawling into my leg 

Julian laughs as his hand collides with my back as we started walking back to camp I could smell burn't marshmallows so I had rushed a bit. My eyes landed on a camp fire as everyone was eating s'mores and or trying to figure out why there marshmallow burn't. I giggled and I notice two or tree trying to cook wieners. The teachers with their own little fire were baking burgers and hot dogs. The table was full of food and snacks. Two small beach refrigerators were slightly open and I could see the sodas inside. 

Julian had already left me alone to go hang out with their friends. I looked around for Mitsuki and she was alone fighting with three marshmallows to be slightly gold. But she looks too scared to put it to the fire so she is has it slightly around it. I went and got myself a stick and a wiener. I want to be with her a little longer and so I sat next to her and I placed my wiener to cook a bit. I place one hand on the make shift log and I knew she noticed me because she placed her own hand down. 

We held hands with such a giant smile. Mitsuki's first marshmallow was to close to the fire and burn't it made me start laughing as Mitsuki felt so mad about it.