Bitter Life & Happy Life

Beginning Of The 50% Life

Well title seems lil bit strange but this is the reality of this life.
Myself dreamer boy who don't live in real life or may don't want to real life
He live in his virtual world....
For him the real life is 50% and now where the story starts

Josiah Gilbert Holland was an American novelist and poet
He wrote:- "There is no royal road to anything. One thing at a time, all things in succession. That which grows fast, withers as rapidly. That which grows slowly, endures."

I was born in a city of Darbhanga in Bihar,i was born in an average middle class Brahmin family.
I live in a joint family of 15 members
I am a boy of age 19....
Who always give first preference to his heart.
I really tired of my life I am writing all this today because of my bad quality to give my heart the first preference.
Now i am alone no one is there to see how my life is going
I have no one to share with me my feelings my situation of life my bad conditions in which i am living
"LIFE IS ALL ABOUT THE BEST WAY TO SURVIVE"
And if you get failed to find the best way to survive then accept that for everyone you are just a number,a face or just a big "ZERO".....
If someone says that life is your competition from others. He/she is might correct for the world but for me it's absolutely wrong as in salman khan's movie "SULTAN" it is mentioned that "Nobody can beat you except you".........
Same from my side life is not about competition from others to proving you the best survivor in this miserable and unsatisfied world
But the real competition is inside you with yourself only to proving and survival of a better life if you can beat the negative things in yourself you might be not the best for world because as i already mentioned above that this world is an unsatisfied World who always have a nature to take more
But for your life and your survival style you are best
I know what i am writing is so common yes everyone is common and similar but the things which make you different not on the basis of humanity but on the basis of quality.

Negative things is not always a bad thing sometimes this negative qualities also can make you right
For the identification of others to identify the real face of others you have to be the person of opposite quality and nature in comparison of them
Every human being is double faced some show their dual face at some time but just for some time might be some second , minutes you can identify them but you can't identify those persons who live dual lifes with dual faces because they were best at that faces so be like them never show you dual face
Many people think that a person who having a dual face is not of a trusted mindset but they can't accept they also having a dual face
Dual face is not about the qualities like for a person you might be good and for someone you might be bad
Dual face is all about the stronger side and the weaker side
Title means a lot in this world
We live in that world where we not live for our satisfaction we live for other's satisfaction and compliments.
This life is all about 50%..
It means that we 50% of life spent thinking what other will say and the 50% life we spend judging ourselves that what we are doing is right or wrong

Hope you liked my thinking and these topics and sorry if any of my things happened to hurt
I have a lot of poetry and thoughts like I am not a professional writer its my first time so sorry for all the errors and mistake forgive me..
I am like a newborn baby in this field and next reality of life come soon