Silent Whispers

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lisa ;

i don't know a lot of things right now.

for example, how i'm going to go on living without you by my side.

i just can't. i know i can't do anything without you, much less deal with the fact that you've...passed on.

you didn't deserve to die.

you were so young. so beautiful.

so cherished.

it was a freak accident, the police said. the doctors concur.

you don't know how long i cried by your bed. i'm crying even more writing this letter, as a matter of fact.

i will never be the same without you on this earth, lisa.

a part of my heart is always, and will forever remain, your property.

the only thing i do know is that i love you.

no matter where you are, where you end up, or whenever we next meet, i will always love you forever. i will never stop loving you, even after my hair turns silver and my back starts to hunch. i swear on my life.

i love you so fucking much.

and i miss you even more.

— jungkook.