Silent Whispers

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lisa ;
i don't want to live on. not if it means living without you.
my life is nothing without you in it.
i can't wait for the day i meet you on the other side.
— jungkook

i awake in the bathroom of my apartment and stare at the ceiling for a few seconds.

then the pain floods in and consumes my body. racked by the raw agony that's killing me alive, i slowly lift my right wrist to see dark blood seeping from a large gash that decorates my alabaster skin like a bracelet.

it doesn't have any effect on me. i maintain my calm expression, keeping my breaths even.

it may be painful but it's nothing compared to the pain i'm feeling inside.

for her.

for us.

for all the things we lost.

i close my eyes and let the pain do its job.