You are my sunshine

wrists after wrists

Yato's POV:

"Maybe it wasn't the right idea to cut myself. Ugh.. I have to ask Daikoku not to tell anyone."

I thought when I was laying in bed. I get up and started to walk down the stairs to Daikoku.

"Daikoku. Can I talk to you a little bit?"

He nodded.

"About yesterday. Please don't tell Hiyori or anyone else.."

Daikoku just looked at me with serious face and said:

"Hiyori needs to know about this, Yato."

I didn't wanted Daikoku to tell Hiyori, but I knew that he would tell her. I'm just afraid that she will get mad and I'm going to lose her.. I just hope that won't happen.

Daikoku's POV:

"I need to tell Yukine first. Where is he?"

"Hey, Kofuku where is Yukine?"

Kofuku turned back with a smile on her face.

"Outside! Why are you asking? Did someone happened to Yatty??" Kofuku said while looket confused.

"Actually...yes. But it's non of our business..."

Kofuku looked surprised.

"What happened to Yatty?"

I didn't respond, but went outside to Yukine.

"Yukine, can I talk to you?"

He nodded, and we went for a walk.

"So, what is it?"

I didn't wanted to tell him, but I needed.

"Yukine, you know that Yato is struggling with a little depression, right?"

He nodded.

"What about it?" He looked scared.

"Did you knew that he cut himself?"

Yukine suddenly stopped..
he looked very confused.

"....w-wha- Why didn't you tell me before?!" He screamed at me.

"Don't scream at me, just let's go". I started to walk to Hiyori's house.

"Wh-Where are we going?...."

"To Hiyori."

He nodded and started to walk too.

We arrived.

"Hi guys!~ What are you doing here?" She asked with a smile on her face.

"...." Yukine didn't said a word.

"Ugh... can you please come with us?"

She nodded.

We went back to the shrine and called Yato downstairs.

"So, what do you guys wanted to talk about? Hiyori asked while being confused.

"Yukine. Please."

He started screaming:

"Yato! Come downstairs!"

...

He started to come down, and sit with us.

"Yato. Please, confess." I said without eye contact.

Yato looked scared. I saw he didn't wanted to do this.

"Can I talk to you Hiyori alone?" He asked with a serious face.

"Sure, let's go for a walk, and you can tell me!" Hiyori said with a smile on her face.

Yato nodded.

Yato's POV:

"I don't like this at all. I don't want to tell her. I don't want to upset her. I don't want her to leave me. I don't want to live. I don't want everyone to know.

"Hiyori......" I stopped.

She stopped too and looked confused.

"Hiyori... I..."

...I started to roll up my sleeves.

"....Ya-"