When I was little, I'm afraid of the dark
To the monsters in the closet, to the ghost flying above
Afraid of the spiders, worms, and lizards too
Though I'm most afraid to get lost, when nobody have a clue...
I grow up a little, no longer scared of the dark
I'm now afraid of the secrets, I'm keeping in my heart
Terrified of the thoughts flowing in my head
'They don't love you, and think you're weird', it said...
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Past my elementary days, high-school I went
I can now control my thoughts a little, with small steps that I take
Though I'm still afraid of what others may say
So I consciously think, the actions I'm about to make...
'Be nice to everyone, compromise if you have
Don't argue, never disagree, just go with the crowd'
I've lived with these, for two years in my school
Until I've found true friends, who found the real me 'cool'...
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Time went by again, standing at the university like a fool
Now I'm scared of my grades, with my professors being cruel
Petrified on how my future will play
'Will I be okay?' Is my question everyday...
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Years go by,
Lucky I'm still alive.
I've gone through many challenges,
Faced different choices in my life...
Fear is still here,
Living in my mind
He just change his face, and shape
Surprising me, sometimes...
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I've learned how to accept that Fear will never left me alone
He will always be there with every decision, like a stone
If I don't acknowledged him properly, he'll trip me and cause me wounds
In a way he's like my best-friend, letting me know myself more...
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Inspired by nmealing ♡
(Feelings are Dangerous - Scared)
