I've killed YOU

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HAPPY 4TH OF JULY TO EVERYONE 👯💣🎉🎉🎉🎉
So sorry that I didn't update Monday or Wednesday
I know that Bucky birthday is 3/10/1917 BUT I'm going to turn it to
The 8/10/1917 because i see him as a LEO PERIOD!!!!!
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! To STEVE 😭 still alive in my heart💖💖💖

                         2016 August 10th

                                Bucky is not

Bucky nightterror
I'm not going to kill her she's too young I'm not going to kill you
I am not a monster liked you ,you don't do what I say
KILL HER! or i will kill you , DO It DO IT!!!
I will not kill a baby, okay i do it , no no no please

The woman
No I have tow babys a boy and girl they need a mum only 1 years old

Bucky
How old are you, 21 ,my best friend is 21too he
years old young to me what is your name,
Kat kat mayler your, James or Bucky,
My son name is james James and may my baby's

What is your address, what ,tall me ,128 31st holly
In queens the black building 2 apartment 8,okay
Tall them i lov-  1 shots 2 shots 3 shots,
No! Bucky began to cry when hovering over her body
Now from the rope he begin to unite her he look
Up at the capin with tears running down his face
She have a family i don't you prick of shit
Blood running down her brown sugar skin and
In her light audurn hair 1943 is hell.

Bucky p.o.v.
Ha ha ha  i wake up in a cold sweat i look around
And I realized I'm not in my room I was still in
Steve's i look down he was fast asleep behind me
But arms wrapped around my waist i side and
Looking at his face behind my back i rubbed my
Fingers through his blonde short hair he squanch
His nose and lift his head and put it on my
Chess i scoot down so I was laying flat on my back
 I turn to my right and look at his phone it was
4:32am August10th happy birthday to me ,i decided to go for a walk a very
Long walk to clear my mind if you can even call it that so I carefully and solely shift
His body on the other side of the bed try not to wake him up and I did it I'll look around
His room and put on clean boxers and went in my room and change and I
Left a note an went for a walk

                                 11:32am 9hours

Steve p.o.v.
I turned to expect a warm body but I felt nothing
I open my eyes still a little bit fuzzy maybe he went
Into his room i mutter to myself i got up and put on a fresh pair of boxers i walk down th halllway
To his room the door was closed i open it fast
And shout HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I realized he's
Not in there where are you I said out loud
I'll walk to the kitchen about to go in the fridge
And realize it was a piece of paper tape on the front i take it off an read it

Dear steven i James Buchanan Barnes
Decided to take a birthday walk i did not
Want to walk you up so I let you sleep oh
Is it weird that we post to be dead but we
Not but anyway I hope you enjoy your morning
I will be back soon. xo j.b.

Steve p.o.v.
I decided I should do something while I am
Waiting i got something for his birthday so
What's about if I cook him a ltalian din din
So I start preparing it's going to take a long time
More time more time better it would be I call
Nat and Sam and they are coming soon



Flashback july4th a month ago
Steve wake up to a familiar smell he got up and
Went out his room to see bucky cooking
He went behind him what are you doing
Bucky turn around happy birthday he said, 
Thanks 'please sit sit so he did
I remember when your mom used to
Cool is a Jewish breakfast so I made
You your favorite locks and Pascal
Thank you wait you remember that
My memories will shawty but is coming back
A little bit I'm seeing little things here and
There



The author p.o.v.

It's 6:10 now Steve is done cooking a knock
On the door he open to to reveal Natasha
He smiled at her and look behind her to
See nobody where's Sam
He got a date on wait he want me to tell you
Something she dig in her purse and fine a
Crumpled up paper she reah it

Dear old buddy I am sorry I can not make
It to you and your friend party tell
James happy birthday i got a gooddess
In my right hand right now trust me if you see
Her you will be dumping all three y'all
Yourselves oh p.s. This is Sam.

Natasha p.o.v.
So where is Bucky i close the door behind me
And sit in the rocking chair in the living room
Facing Steve and set a rectangle white box on
The coffee table so do y'all have se- the door open
Steve look behind him it's Bucky i  said

Bucky p.o.v.
I open the door an the in my pocket i look up and
See Natasha and Steve happy birthday they said
Together ,thanks in what is that smell i said as
I lift my head up and close my eyes and the door
Th same time

Steve
Ltalian i smile

Bucky
No you didn't

Steve
Yessss!

Bucky
Yesssssssss!

The author p.o.v.
Natasha got up and Steve an Bucky went over
To the kitchen table he make
Tomato basil soup
Caesar salad And Alfredo ravioli
coffee cream cake they talk and laugh and joke
6:25 to 10:30pm nat is about to leave but she remember her gift and give it to Bucky
On no you shouldn't buy me anything
No no open it ,okay he open the white box in
Side of it it was a white band bracelet with a clear
Stone in the middle
Do you remember when I speak you out and we
Went on a adventure in Berlin and I i got this necklace and I got you that for you and when
They find out that you sneak out they take the
Bracelet but I kept it so I want to give it to you I know you might not want to remember all of that but I hope that was a good time
Bucky didn't say anything to her just hug her
Tightly and spoke in Russian translate
I never forget that being thank you
She let go of Bucky and went over to Steve
Think him and hug him goodbye

Steve wash
                                                     Bucky wash
Steve went into his room     
                                       Bucky went to his room

                   ..            1hour later

Steve p.o.v.
I heard somebody talking in the living room
Still halfway asleep I got up rubbing my eyes
I walk into the room the lights were off i still here
The voice i turn around i saw Bucky
In a corner talking to his self and sobbing
I walk over to him and sit on the floor in front
Of him I put my hands on his cheeks that make
Him look me in the eyes ' did I hurt anyone i
T-tr tried to stop i really did he said while choking
Up the last word 'you didn't kill anyone I promise
I did I did you asked me to stop i try but I kill him
It's just a nightmrare come lay with me you can go back to sleep 
I DON'T ! Want go back to sleep i never have toe
In one day
So you have one this morning and you didn't tell me
I don't deserve you still crazy
Don't say that I love you you are not crazy
How can you love me.
Come lay with me and I will tell you do he got up me went into my room and lie down on the bed
I look in my night drawer and got out a dog tag
Bucky face is buried in my neck and   
not crying
this is why I loved you he turned his face to look
At the dog tag
How do you got that
I know somebody who work at the museum he got
It for me it's not much a birthday present
I love you because you are Bucky kind considered
Thinking about others that's why you not crazy an
Evil

Thank you so much he said I put the dog tag
Over his long brown hair he laid back down on my
shoulder we said their silent i was running my
Finger throughshod hair i was halfway asleep
When he said

        
Steve

Yes

I love you

I love too
      

Hay my love
I hope you enjoy
I am half italian and Egyptian Jewish so yeah
That's why I put it in there i know I should do
Steve but the last part was Steve so that's why is
Bucky guy k.k. Bey  my loves xoxo bry                      

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