ex's ~jeff wittek

⭒thank you

(the song kind of puts you in the mood for this chapter, listen if you want.)

I stopped when I reached my car, grabbing the keys out of my bag and starting the car. I looked over and Jeff opened the door. "I'm coming with you," he said, out of breath from running.

I put the car in drive and just went wherever I felt, left, right, forward. We ended up at the top of a hill, looking over the city.

We got out and went to sit down. I put my head in my hands, trying to think about what had just happened.

I felt Jeff's hand rub my back as I began to cry. He pulled me into his chest. I laid there for awhile.

Why was he being so kind to me? I'm such a baby, and am too damn sensitive. I hate myself.

"Why am I so stupid?" I mumbled into his chest. "I'm selfish, sensitive, and annoying. How are you still being nice to me?" I asked him.

He ran his hand through my hair and said,"you helped me through some of the toughest parts of my relationship, you deserve the same."

I stayed silent and looked at the view. "The view is very beautiful," I said. "Yeah it is," he said, still looking at me. I smiled to myself and stood up.

"Where are you going?" Jeff asked me. "We're going home."

We got in the car and drove home. I had a thousand thoughts racing through my mind. Was he being nice just because he owed me? Or was there a different reason?

"Will you stay the night?" I asked him, pulling into my parking garage.