I Still Choose You

I: The Break Up

My experience in here got alot exagerating Hope ya'll like it.

~Azy
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@Manila(Glorieta)

"Dear, where do you plan to eat ?"-Dad

"Anywhere?? I am not that hungry tho." I answered calmly.

"Vanie? Keng? Where do you want to eat ?" -Dad

"I will still check for eyeglasses. Cuz' I really need a new one pa." My sister answered to have more time to think.

"Okay then " -Dad

(Me@my facebook acc.)

"I have been calling you but it ends up that your phone is absolutely busy?"

~Amethyst

<seen>

"So now you don't have any plans to chatback? Your phone is busy. Then yea right. You are absolutely busy talking to that damn girl. You just have to admit it. Instead of trying to keep everything from me."

~Amethyst

"Fuck ! I am was just talking to kris. And for you info. I am not talking to her. I just don't get you. I have nothing to admit! Cuz' I haven't done anything!"

~CJ

Well. I was actually surprised with that message. He's got no right to get mad because it is his fault after all.

"Oh so now you are the one getting angry and turn everything upside down. And let me take the fault in this shit !'

~Amethyst

"Yea! You don't believe me cuz' you don't trust me. What is the use of this relationship if there ain't no trust ?"

~CJ

"Don't you dare talk to me about that fucking trust. Cuz' you know for yourself that I trust you and you make damn ways to be cold to me!"

~Amethyst

<seen>

[CJ is active 5 mins ago]

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I can't believe it. Wha is really up with this guy ? All I said was true ! He made me like this. A nagger!! It's from his own actions and words. He is making me a nagger then he'd complain?? Just what the hell. Like yea.

[CJ is Active Now]

"Well ? What now ?"

~Amethyst

"This is not working anymore. We need a break."

~CJ

Whaatt? Now? He... Is .. the one... br.. brea.. break.. breaking.. up ? With ... me ??

After all I have done for him. I gave him everything I could give just so he wont leave me. But he still did ???Why ?

[Calling up Babylove....]

*Ringing*

Hello?

Hello?? What now ?

Hello? What what now?

What is with you chat ? Will you damn tell me now ? Explain it tell me now! Through phone.

I can't handle this. I'll just chat you"

"No !! What the hell tell me now !"

*toot* *toot* *toot*

[Facebook chatbox]

"Let's end this. This isn't working anymore. I am sorry. Be happy."

~CJ

Just like that? A chat break up ? Like hell yea. This fucking rocks!! The moment I have been preparing for all this time! *Tear drops on phone* Argh ! I am prepared for this. I prepared myself. But why do I have to end up crying. Why ? Will tears fall? Why did it suddenly hurt. Why did I suddenly feel weak... He just did it.

"You are not serious right ? You'll just break up with me. Just like that ? Why ???"

~Amethyst

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I will never beg for him to come back ! This time I swear I mean it !!

*10 mins later*

"What did I do wrong ? What about the promises you told me to keep. The promises we promised each other. The Pinky Swears we did that we will never break. What happens to "2gether 4ever? Will it all just disappear? With a single chat message?!"

[CJ is Active a minute ago]

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]On phone]

[Calling up Babylove]

*Ringing*" The subscriber cannot be reached please try again later.

[Calling up Babylove]

*Toot toot toot toot* Number busy

I called uo multiple times buy he never answered a single phone call and ends busy all the time. Should I juat accept the fact that .. He just broke his promise. And left me. Through chat ??

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To be continued...