I Still Choose You

V:KC*Throwback(The Truth)

Half TRUE.  Half fiction:*

*True Friends*

~Lebazy

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I felt the pain. I liked him so much. But then, he just stop communicating with me. And always hangs out with Micah. Till such time, a friend named Rica showed a Group msg. Kc sent.

'Amy! I'mma show you something.  But I dare you. Don't you dare cry! Or let a single tear fall from those precious eyes. Okay?!" ~ Rica

"Is it so dramatic.  That its gonna make me cry?  *smirked * Like duh!? Nothing makes Amethyst Sapphire cry!! I said smiling fully.

"A simple group message from KC."

"TRY ME HONEY! " Then I winked.

In life sometimes you fail. But sometimes, your succeed!

She said "YES"

GrpMsg.
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So that it the Groupie she sent.

"Well, did you receive this? " ~ Rica

"She must have sent it to everybody.. You know my phone, its always off. " Then I smiled the fullest.

"Well.. okay? Got no effect on you. Guess nothing makes Amethyst Sapphire cry at all.  You sure you're okay Amy? " ~Rica

"I am absolutely okay Rica!  Congratulate him for me please" I answered in a cowboy accent. And again. I smiled the fullest.

Moments later. I still can't get it out of my head.  The pain!  I mean, I should be feeling happy for him. Why is it that I am not. Is it because, I didn't see this coming.  Or what!? I knew it  from the start. But why do I end up surprised and stupid.

"Amy! " Dimple shouted,  "Let's go home? "

"I think. I'm gonna stick around and enjoy the view. " I answered with full smiles.

I then went to my quiet place. I sat alone enjoying the view. Headphones on to the highest volume...

"Kiss the rain playing "

It is an instrumental, I listen to it,  specially when I'm upset.

I was just thinking about what Kc did. I cant get it off my mind then I just kept thinking and thinking and thinking.  Till' the pain in my chest gets worst. Then I suddenly heard laughter. When I turned a little to look. It was Kc and Micah passing by... They can't hardly see me. But I can easyly distinguish Kc. While watching them being sweet together. I felt heat. Then I was hard up breathing,  but I can tolerate.  Then tears .. tears fall.

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The next morning...

A stranger gave me a note.

Meet me at the bridge at 5pm

At exactly 5pm I sat and wait by the bridge. Then I just heard a voice.

"Amy... "

I knew it from the voice itself. It was Kc. Without looking I said " Yea?"

"I know your mad. But if you think me liking you was just a piece of joke,  or just for fun!  You are wrong about that.  I like you. I really do. But the moment I started to fall for you... My bestfriend, asked me a favor
"Know her more... She is amazing.  And once you two are close friends.. Help me get her back. It's her who I really want in my life."
Those words coming out from my bestfriends mouth. It was hard to accept. But I chose.  I chose between Love and friendship.

Amy, I love you...

But I love my bestfriend more than anything. I chose friendship. And I know. You think you are just an option. You are not. You were never an option. I courted Micah. Because I found out about the way she secretly likes me. If I chose my bestfriend. I should stay away from you. I tried.  But it was so hard tio resist you. So I courted Micah.  And guess what. We are together. Amy I like you. But I am not here to get you back and try to give ourselves a chance.  I'm here, to let you go. I am in love with Micah, my Girlfriend.  And I choose my Buddy,  Cj. I'm sorry..."

Then I heard steps getting farther.

"Thank you,  and congratulations. " I told him as he left.

He stopped to listen to my words. And left afterwards without saying anything. I then cried.  I cried.

Till' then. I stood up and told myself.  "This will be my last cry for Kc."

Nobody knows I cry alot. And nobody must know ...