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He's afraid of losing you:

Luke: Luke was leaving for their next tour and you had exactly a day to be with him. You tried not to think about it too much because it would hurt more if you did, but Luke was making things so difficult. You catch him wiping his eyes as you entered your shared bedroom, "Luke? Are you crying?"

"No, the room's just dusty." He lies.

"Come here," you say and pull him into a hug.

"Promise me that you won't find anyone else while I'm away, I don't want to lose you. I can't do this, I'm not strong enough to leave you here alone." He whispers, letting the tears fall on his cheeks.

You cup his face and wipe the tears away with your thumbs, "you won't lose me, ever. I'm yours, you're mine. I love you, Luke. Don't worry, I'll be here when you come back."

You plant a soft kiss on his lips and wrap your arms tightly around his torso.

Ashton: You and Ashton argued about a stupid misunderstanding and now you two haven't been talking for days. Your pride was too high to even apologize and so was his, so you spend days without talking to each other and waited until someone breaks.

You still slept on the same bed, but always slept on the far end of each side, careful not to even touch one bit.

"You're so stubborn," you hear Ashton say one night. You thought he was sleep talking, but turns out he's been awake all this time. "But no matter how stubborn you are, no matter how high your pride is, I still find myself loving you more every damn day. I'm so scared of losing you, baby."

You feel a tear fall from your eye and quickly face Ashton, who was one step ahead and was already facing you.

"I'm sorry, I'm scared of losing you too," you whisper.

He pulls you into his chest and whispers how sorry he is and how much he loves you until you both fall asleep.

Calum: "Where are you going?" Calum asks as he sees you packing your suitcase.

"Home, I'm going home." You say sternly.

"B-but you are home," he answers.

"No, Calum. I'm going back home to my family. I can't handle living with you anymore. We fight everyday and talk about nothing because we literally spend every damn second together. I need space." You were fighting back the tears but Calum was already crying behind you.

"You promised that you wouldn't leave. Please don't leave, we can work this out. I'll give you all the space you need, just please don't leave. I don't want to lose you again. I lost you once, I don't want it to happen again." He pleads as he tugs on the sleeve of the flannel you were wearing (which was his by the way).

You sigh and realize how guilty you felt. You loved Calum so much, you can't just leave him. It's like abandoning a puppy on the streets. You hug him really tight until you both slide down the floor, holding each other and not letting go.

"I'm not leaving, I can't leave. I don't want the re-live the past again." You whisper and you feel him nod against the crook of your neck.

Michael: You were lying down on the hospital bed, drugged up and a bit sore from the waist down. You have been involved in a car accident with your friend and turns out she was in a better situation than you because the car crashed on your side.

You were awake, but could barely open your eyes because your body wasn't letting you. You hear cries from both ears, but could only focus on one voice, Michael. He was your boyfriend, your everything and he was crying harder than the rest of the people surrounding you.

"Don't give up on me now. Please don't leave me, baby. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want us to have kids and grow old together. I'm so scared of losing you, so please, please be okay." You hear him sob harder and your body finally lets you move. You squeeze his hand and he suddenly lifts his chin up.

"I-I love you," you try to say, "you're not going to lose me."