If Loving You Had A Price I Would Pay My Life For You

Chapter 3: Introducing

Ever since we left the mall not once has Jay called me and it bothered me that he yet again doesn't wanna know about his own son. When we go to Jumpstreet Jayson and I had a great time and he even met some new friends. After a while he got tired and we went we got home he was fast asleep and there was some weird car in my drive way. I got out the car first and guess who the person was Jay. I walked back to the car and I got Jayson out and I unlocked my door and closed right behind me and put Jayson on the couch then put his blanket over him.

I walked back outside and Jay was st my door about to knock. I pushed him back and closed the door behind me and we had a long staring then he spoke up.

Jay: Is he mine?

When he said that I got so pissed off, because he just called me hoe without saying I was about to say something, but I decided against and was about to go inside, but he grabbed my arm.

Jay: I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that. Why didn't you tell me Bey?

"Tell you what?", I yelled as I snatched my arm away from him and shut the door. I looked up at him and he had sorrow all in his eyes.

Jay: That I had a son. We had a son Bey. You know how I never had my dad in my life and I always wanna be there for my kid's.

"You didn't think I tried to call you? Jay ever since you left I tried calling plenty of times and you never answered. Shawn I even called you when I was about to give birth, but what did I hear. I heard you fucking some bitch when my fucking son was born! So yeah I stopped calling and Jayson and I have been just fine without you Shawn", I was almost in tears remembering all the times I called Jay and he never answered and when he did he was fucking some broad.

Jay: Bey I'm sorry baby.

Jay reached for my hands and I snatched them away from him,"No your not sorry Shawn cause if you were you would've answered my calls, but you didn't. You were being selfish thinking about your career and yourself Shawn and I am NOT your baby."

Jay: Yes I am sorry you gotta believe me.

"Well I don't." I wiped my tears from my face and I opened the door and I was about to close it, but I looked at Jay and he looked really sorry.

Jay: Can I at least meet him please?

I opened the door wider and Jay came in. I shut the door and when I did I heard Jayson crying. I walked over to him and I picked him up.

"What's wrong bubba?"

Jayson: I thought you weft me mommy.

I smiled and wiped his tears and he snuggled his head in my chest."Mommy's never gonna leave you little man." "Okay mommy." Jayson said as he sniffled. "Do you wanna meet someone?"

"Who is it?"Jayson said as he started messing with my hair. I turned around and Jayson looked at Shawn. "You remember when I told you one day you will meet the man that helped me create you?" Jayson nodded. "This is him. Go introduce yourself and be nice."

I let him down and he slowly walked over to Jay and I could see him about to cry.

Jayson: Hi my name is Jayson. What's yours?

Jay: Uh I'm Shawn Carter.

Jayson turned and looked at me and smiled,"Mommy we have the same last name!" I chuckled and walked over to him. "And the same middle name too. JayJay baby this is your daddy."

Jayson looked at me confused. "Daddy?"

"Yeah baby this is your daddy." Jayson smiled and looked at Jay. "So can I call you daddy? And we play catch? And watch cartoons? And scare mommy?" Shawn giggled and smiled. "Yeah little man you could call me daddy and we could do all of that stuff." Jay smiled and asked him something,"Can I pick you up?"

Jayson opened his arms and Jay picked him up and as soon as he did Jayson laid his head on his shoulder and messed with his chain. "I'm gonna give y'all some alone time." I said as I made my way over to the stairs.

I walked upstairs and I got my journal from under my pillow and started writing down some song's. I went to sleep after I wrote a couple of song's. I woke, because I heard Jay on the phone with someone and so of course I was gonna be nosey and ease drop.

Jay: I will be home in like a couple minutes or so....... Bae I'm not cheating on you nor would I cheat on you baby..... You know your my one and only bae.... I know we are engaged..... Okay..... Alright and I love you too.... Bye.

"Fiancé?", Jay slowly turned around and he nodded his head confirming it. I was I hurt a little, but his life is none of my business.

"Uh I'm gonna head out. Jayson is asleep in his room I was just about to tell you I was leaving, but Skylar called.", Jay said as he was putting his jacket on. "That's her name? Skylar?" "Yeah Skylar Jade."

"Oh okay well bye Shawn." When I said that Jay grabbed my arm and basically drug me back to my room. He slightly pushed me on the bed then next thing I know his lips crashed into mine. I tried to resist cause 1, he's taken and I'd be damned if I'm his last priority. Jay started kissing my neck and he quickly and me being the dumb ass I am let out a moan.

Jay took that for advantage and started sucking on my spot. I got so wrapped I let my hands get a hold of his neck. Jay kissed up to my lips and I didn't hesitate to participate in the affection. Things started happening then clothes started flying, hands started spying and he found his way to my lips. When I felt his breathe on my cat I got even wetter, I looked down at him and he looked at me and he licked my clit. I let out a soft moan and gripped the sheets as I felt him lick over my hole. Jay kept licking my clit over and over again then I felt his lips and oh my gosh I thought I was gonna cum then in and he placed his warm wet tounge inside of me and I came immediately.

Jay licked up all of juices, but before I could come off of my high Jay pushed inside of me. I moaned out in pain, because I haven't had sex in a couple weeks and ex was nothing compared to Jay at all.