I wake up laying naked in Blake's arms, when I notice that she's slowly waking up, I close my eyes. Hopefully she'll think that I'm still asleep! I wasn't sure if what happened last night was meant to happen and if Blake might regret it.. I feel Blake softly pushing me away and leaving my bed, without a word.. Without a kiss.. There was nothing but awkward silence and the footsteps of Blake walking out of my room as if nothing had happened.
I take a shower to reflect on what happened last night. Did I make a mistake? Maybe this was exactly what Blake wanted.. To sleep with me once and then ditch me. I should have known that this was going to happen. Otherwise she wouldn't have sneaked away like that.
I dry myself off, put my hair in a ponytail and put on my boyfriend jeans with a crop top.
Fine. If she doesn't want more of me, then so be it. I don't need her anyway!
I walk downstairs towards the kitchen and I see a beautiful bouquet of red roses standing in a vase on the counter. I look at the little card that's attached to one of the roses to read what it says.
"These roses are nothing compared to your beauty. I have something planned for us today. xx Logan"
Logan is so sweet! I feel so lucky to have met someone as amazing as her! Nobody has ever given me roses. What happened with Blake was a mistake, I have to forget about it. Atleast the sexual tension of a 'first time' is now out of the way.
"Who sent you those roses?" Blake looks at me confused.
Het question startled me. I was still dreaming about Logan.
"Logan. Who else?" I was blushing as I said her name out loud.
Blake doesn't seem to care to talk about what happened last night. Instead she just acts like nothing happened. "I'm going to school, cya." Without even looking at me, Blake leaves.
Does she truly not care, or is she jealous and is this her way to block out her feelings for me? I'm afraid that Blake will always remain a mystery to me..
At school I see Blake talking to some random girl with beautiful long curly hair, it was enough for me to make me feel a little sting of jealousy. As I walk closer, I can see Blake look at me but she doesn't greet me. Instead she..
I look at her with disgust and sadness at the same time. BLAKE WAS KISSING THE RANDOM GIRL! And I could tell that she did it on purpose in front of me, to provoke me. Or hurt me.. Or maybe even both. Last night clearly didn't mean shit to her. I walk passed them as if I didn't care, as if it didn't hurt me to my core. I felt so used..
"That was amazing, Blake." Blake looks at her in a totally different way now and says "It was okay, I've had better." She walks away, leaving the girl in tears. Because wherever Blake is, you can find atleast one girl crying.
I walk towards my locker and see big red letters sprayed on it, saying "SLUT". I look at my locker and can't help but cry. First Blake hurts me like that and then this.. I've had enough. Logan comes walking in and after seeing me cry and the big red letters on my locker she says "I'll be right back, babe." She runs away and comes back within 5 minutes, carrying a bucket of water and a sponge to clean with. Logan starts cleaning my locker until the letters are completely gone. "Who did this to you?" I start telling her the entire story, about the envelope, the text messages.. And how it's all connected to Blake. Logan listens to me, without saying a word. She's a very good listener and it made me feel good to be able to share this with her.
"We're already late for class, so what do you say about taking off with me?" This was so unlike Logan, she doesn't usually skip school. But I was all in, let's go. Logan grabs my hand and we walk outside to whatever Logan has planned for us.
In class Blake is looking around if she sees you anywhere, but after class has started and 15 minutes pass, she realizes that you're not going to be in class. "Why isn't she in class? And Logan isn't here either. I wanted her to be jealous, not to run into Logan's arms." the random girl next to Blake is talking to her, but Blake isn't paying attention to her. "So I was wondering, if you wanted to go out with me?" the random girl continues. Blake looks at her and rolls her eyes "Are you still talking, nobody?" The girl is shocked by Blake's answer and finds a seat next to someone else. It was then that Blake realized, that she fucked up.
Logan leads me to a mall and takes me to a store with beautiful dresses. "I've let the store choose three of their most trendy dresses for you, so you can pick your favorite." Before i can say anything, Logan pulls me into a dressing room. "Which one is your favorite?" She points at three completely different dresses. I decide to go for the little black dress and put it on. "You look so sexy in that dress.." Logan says, while keeping her eyes locked on me.
We stared at each other silently for a while, until we couldn't hide the tension between us anymore. We start kissing each other passionately, which quickly turned into rough kissing. This has been a long time coming.. And it felt so incredibly good.. The dress I just put on quickly goes off again and I start to unbutton her vest. Just when I thought our kisses couldn't get any more rough, they do. And it feels so damn good. She feels good.. Everything is perfect..
I would have picked another place for our first time but when it feels good, it feels good. Simple as that.. And this felt more than just good. "You're amazing." I whisper in Logan's ear while she's gently giving me small kisses. "We should get dressed, babe. I have something else planned for us." We get dressed and before stepping into Logan's car, she blindfolds me.
It wasn't long, before I felt the car stopping. Logan steps out of the car and opens my door. She carefully grabs my hand and tells me to let her lead me. Logan is very careful and I blindly trust wherever she's taking me. It's funny how some people give you this intsense feeling of safety and trust even though you haven't even known them for that long.
I think that I'm in love with Logan.. And by the way she treats me, I think that she's in love with me too.
Logan takes off my blindfold and I see a cute little picnic with wine, chocolates, sandwiches and a fluffly bear with a rose in its hand. Before I know it, Logan grabs both my hands and says.. "Whenever I look into your eyes, I see our future. I never thought that I could fall in love again, but then I met you. You're unlike anyone I've ever met and all I can think about lately, is making you mine.. Would you like to be my girl?"
Is this really happening to me? This is so amazing! I've never even been asked out like this before. Logan is like a princess from those fairytales, she's so romantic! So perfect!
"Ofcourse! I'd want nothing more than to be your girl!" We 'seal the deal' with a kiss before Logan brings me home.
When we walk into my house, I see Blake standing in the livingroom as if she had been waiting for me. Mom is calling me from the kitchen, so I kiss Logan goodnight and walk towards the kitchen. Logan and Blake are best friends, surely they'll be fine.
Blake walks closer towards Logan and says "If our friendship means anything to you, you'd stay away from her. You even got her skipping school. You have a bad influence on her."
Logan is surprised that Blake is acting this possessive and isn't sure what to think of it. "Dude, come on. We're best friends. Besides.. I'm really into her. She's my girl now. Are you jealous or something?"
Blake escorts Logan to the door without saying another word, but her face says everything. Blake is pissed off and she isn't afraid of showing it.
When Blake joins you, your mom and David in the kitchen, she still looks annoyed. But that was about to change after this announcement.
"David and I thought it was a good idea to go to their cabin for the weekend."
No! No way! Me and Blake? "Mom I barely know Blake, I don't want to spend time with her."
"That's exactly why we are going to the cabin, silly. So you can get to know each other."
Blake smiles at me and whispers "I'm looking forward to getting to know you even better."
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Deadly lesbian secrets
Mystery / ThrillerWho can you trust in a world filled with secrets and stalkers? Especially if those secrets can get you killed. Welcome to Roseforest High, a school for girls only.