Pain, Soul, Mind and Tea.

Thank You.

You made me feel worthless. Insecure. Dependable.

Till this day, I blame myself for being stupidly blind enough to notice it.

You desired someone I wasn't and in the process I lost myself.

You made me temporarily lose my essence. My true self.

Now I know that I deserve a real man.

Somebody that makes me feel like a goddess regardless of what I actually look.

Somebody who I can look into their eyes and see pure love and desire when I cross their sight.

Somebody that with a mild touch can create a an uncontrollable fire within me.

Somebody that pays attention to the minimal details.

Somebody who can read me as if words were written all over my body.

Somebody who knows what I want even if I don't know myself.

Somebody who aliments my soul and my desire to keep living.

But, I want to thank you because you opened my eyes.

You have initiated a standard for what I deserve.

Thanks to you, I know not just anybody deserves me.

My mind. My body. My feelings. My soul. My love.

Because what you knew was only a little spark of the immense fire that it is now.