When We Were Young | Jungri

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You left me alone. A real alone. You never came back to see me even for once. There was no call. I met Jimin oppa once when he visited Sooyoung unnie, he was startled because I was so big but he didnt say anything. He choose to kept in silent.

He asked me about my school. This was my big dilemma. This tummy will grew bigger and people were starting to got suspicious. There was time It was hard to move because I had weak stomach, I felt nauseous all day when I smell flower fragrance from parfume. But I held as long as I could. Until one day one of my friend asked why do I look like a pregnant girl. And people start gossiping.

So I took request for Exchanging.

But I didnt exchange and waiting in my home. Hoping you would be back anytime soon and changed your mind. But again, you always selfish jerk. When I asked how were you doing to Jimin oppa, he told me you were doing fine and you were too busy to be talk with. Which is a big lie. I knew Jimin oppa always siding me. He just didnt want me to get hurt at the fact that you kicked me out of your life.

Sooyoung unnie was the only one I could relly. I didnt know at a one point we started to grew love (in friendly meaning) with each other. She was the one that took care of me when My own family kicked me out of disgrace. They were pushing me to abort the baby just as You say but I choose not to.

I just couldnt kill my love, the only one that remain from You. If I did, maybe I will really felt empty. And I thought of died.

Sooyoung unnie's family is normal family, I didnt want to be burden toward them so I decided to look for a job that is suitable for my situation.

There I met Taeyong. He was checking in Call center of his father's when I met him. He understand my condition and somehow he accepted me in condition. And I didnt know since then He already fallen for me. Knelowing all my condition, accepting my situation and helping me to overcome my pain. He didnt ask me to abort the baby like others did. Instead he told his family that Yuri is his daughter and he want to take a responsibility of me.

We married after Yuri aged one.

We lived happy.

But I never once, forgot You. As my pain grew bigger your fame grew bigger too. You became unbeatable group in the world. I didnt knew you was so serious about your dream.

But what I want to questioned you was it worth by Kicking me and Yuri out of your life?

I was living well with Taeyong's rich family. I got all I need and Yuri was the luckiest grand daughter ever. Because after Yuri born, Taeyong's parents always happy. They are always pampering Yuri with good things, delicious foods, luxuries.

But whats with this empty feeling when I heard your scandal with a girl named Lisa?

Did you really have no consciousness of hurting us. Did you truely forget us? Didnt you feel sorry for me?

But seeing how You hold Yuri tight like it was your last time, I feel a lil bit waver.