My mouth drops open and Grace points at me and laughs. "Oh Cam you're face is sooo funny!", she laughs hysterically. I feel tears sting my eyes and look over at Mamrie. Her face is pale as a ghost. She looks at me with panick and pity. I gasp. It's true...
I run out of the apartment and run down the road. No where exactly. But all I know is that I'm getting there. I run into an alley and slide down the wall and sob. I hear a voice ask if I was okay. I cough and wipe away the tears. "I'm fine..".
The voice comes out from the shadows and I see the guys face. He has short black hair and a shit loud of tatoos. He has the punk look. Pitch black hair, piercngs, black clothes, tattoos. I've always really liked the look in a way.
He sits down beside me and offers me a cigarrate. I decline and he sticks it in his own mouth, lights it, then shrugs. He takes a puff then sighs. "Ya know, it's dangerous out here. Freaks and rapists wonder here". My face goes pale and I look at him in fear. He looks at me weird then chuckles. "Chill your penis. I come out here to smoke. I'm not allowed to at home. My ex wife keeps threatenting to take my kids away", he says. I look at him in total shock. He's only like 19.
"Yeah, I know. I'm super young but oh well. I don't regret anything and I never will. I wouldn't take back knocking up my girlfriend back then. And don't really regret marrying her. I just wish I knew I prefered guys before that. But it's whatever", he replies.
He takes something out of his pocket and my eyes go wide. Then I see that it's only his phone. He checks it then shakes his head. "Are there no good guys around here?", he asks, aggravated. I laugh and shake my head.
"I have one. I guess. But- I don't know if I can trust him", I reply. He stands up and I see that he's really tall. He hands me his phone and I look at the messages that's on the screen. They're all from someone named Jefferey.
~The messages Jeffery sent~
Worthless. Answer your phone!
I never loved you!
I HATE YOU!
You don't deserve to live
I was just mad
I'm sorry
I love you
God damn it! YOU'RE WORTHLESS!
I HATE YOU!
~End of messages~
I look up at the stranger and he just nods. I hand him his phone back. "Why'd you show me that?", I ask him. He motions to my pocket where my phone is. I take it out and put it on the messages that Connor has sent me and hand it to him. He takes it then begins to read.
~Messages from Connor~
Good morning gorgeous! Have a good day at work!
Ah I miss you!
Thinking of your gorgeous smile
What're your thoughts on pickles?
I LOVE YOU!
Can you not be so freaking cute standing at that damn ticket line? Gosh.
~End of messages~
He smiles a little then hands me back the phone. "Does he make you happy?", he asks. I nod. "Has he ever done something so un forgiveable while you where dating?". I shake my head. "Does he make you feel like a prince?" I smile and look at the ground nod. He smiles too. "Then you have nothing to worry about. He seems to love you. A lot. Hold him and never let him go. Forgive and forget", he says. I smile and nod.
I thank him then run out of the alley. Then I remember something. I stop and turn around. "What're your name???", I call out.
"Drew!", he shouts back. I run off to Connor's apartment. I run in and see him on the couch. Bawling his eyes out. I run to him and hug him tight. I kiss him passionately. "Cammy, I'm so sorry", he sobs.
"Shh. Con. It's the past. Right now is right now. And I have you", I say. He smiles and I kiss him again. I can never be able to think Drew enough for opening my eyes. But I have an idea how to help him out.
A/N: Okay so this was the part of the story where Cameron finally opens his eyes to what he has. Thanks to Drew. Drew will be mentioned in this story for a bit. But just for small parts at a time. It will not turn into the Drew story. Hope you guys liked! Remember to vote and comment! LOVE YOU! A pic of Drew on the side!! >>
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Changing Cameron ~A Connor Franta gay fanfic~
Fiksi PenggemarCameron is a 17 year old who is trying to be everything but himself. He believes that he isn't worth anything. So he tries over and over again to become someone he is not. Resulting in him becoming a total douche. But that all changes when Connor Fr...