{AN: sorry I haven't updated in a while :/ I've been busy. But guess what... On WEDNESDAY I met demi!!! Ugh she looked perfect. Anyways... Here's the story ^_^}
Jennings POV:
Dang. It's dark, peaceful. I hate it! I miss the days when Demi and I always played around. I miss when we cuddled together. I miss it so much. Why did I do this? I regret it. I want back home. After a few minutes, I wake up. Not really like eyes open but I was breathing.
Demi's POV:
Moira and I are crying our eyes out. I'm so happy he's alive but he jumped off a building. He's so lucky he lived. I just wish he didn't think I didn't love him. Why did he have to do this? I walk outside to get some fresh air with Moira.
"Demi, if this is my fault, I think I should just go home."
"Moira, it's not your fault! it's nobody's fault."
"Then why am I even here? I mean, I'm just a regular girl that you met 10 years ago. I don't even know how you remember me."
"Exactly, you're not just a regular girl. If you were, I wouldn't have remembered you. Moira, you're special to me. I would adopt you, but obviously that isn't going to happen."
I had to cancel today's concert. Which sucked. I hate it when I have to do that. I put down so many lovatics when that happens. Moira decided to stay home with her mom but still keep in touch with me. I'm going to miss her so much. Her mom comes by the hospital to pick her up. And now it's just me and Jennings.
A few hours later, Jennings eyes open.
"Heyy jenn bug. How's it going?"
He groans.
"Where's M-moira?" He asks.
"She left... She felt like it was her fault. I'm sorry. She knows it wasn't but she just still had that feeling."
"Shit..." He sounded angry. I'm really worried about him...
"Jennings, you're being put in a hospital. A hospital thy cares for mental health. Timberline Knowls... Where I went. It's in Chicago. You'll be okay bud. I'll visit you there. Remember I'll always love you. Okay?"
"Okay..."
"You'll be alright. I love you Jen bug."
Jennings POV:
Why the fuck is demi sending me to a hospital? It has helped her but I don't need help, I hate the idea of a mental hospital. The doctor comes in after a few minutes of waiting.
"Mrs. Lovato... I suggest you send him to the hospital right away, but in an ambulance..."
"Yes.. Of course. I understand why."
"You have to sign these papers first."
Demi takes the papers and signs them. She looked at me and gives me a paper. More like a letter.
"I've been wanting to Give this to you. I think this is a good time to. In case you feel like you're alone in the hospital, this letter will help you understand you are NOT alone Jennings Robert lovato." Demi said to me as she handed me the letter. The letter said:
Jennings, you have been living with me for almost 10 years now. You should understand how much you mean to me and how much I love you. When I saw you in that grocery store with you grandma I thought to myself "dang... I really think that kid has a huge life ahead of him." But then when I saw your grandma hit you, that angered me so badly that I called the cops. I'm sorry I'm sending you to a hospital. I know it really sucks. But it's only going to be for a week. I'm giving you this letter to know you are NOT alone. I've been through a lot also. But most of it you already know. Sometimes I still have my bad days. But know, if you ever feel like shit, talk to me okay? I love you Jen bug. Always have... Always will.
And that's when I started crying. Demi gave me the hugest hug goodbye. I didn't want her to leave. I need her here with me. She's the reason why I'm alive. I want my mom with me. Now I'm starting to feel like demi really is my mom. She's so amazing. She cares for me like a mother.
"I love you mom"
"I love you to Jen bug..."
"I don't want you to leave."
"I know. I know. But this is for the best. It's only 7 days."
"Demiiiii"
"I'm sorry... I love you."
"I wanna fucking die." I thought to myself. I couldn't handle the thought of 7 days without demi. But I had to. I need to get better. For demi. For my mom.
