It's Sunday. I wake up in the arms of Demi. I remember what happened last night. All the memories flooding in my mind. What if Natalie never saw me in my room with the pills? Technically Natalie saved me. I would be dead right now if it wasn't for her.
I'm really hungry. But Demi's arms are locked around me so I couldn't get up. I mean... I'm not complaining. I actually really like this. She looks like an angel when she's asleep. My little angel. My nightingale
I whisper in Demi's ear "you're my nightingale"
I guess she was awake because I heard her chuckle
"Do you really think that Jen bug? am I really your nightingale?"
"Um.. Yeah."
She smiled which made me smile.
Demi drifted back to sleep but her arms were still wrapped around me. So I decided to go bak to sleep also.
When I wake up demi and Naya are gone. I walk downstairs finding Natalie watching old movies with Demi in it.
"Whatcha watching?"
"Oh geez Jen bug you scared me! I'm watching Camp Rock 2. Wanna watch?"
"Yeah sure! can I make popcorn?"
"Make some for me!"
I make popcorn and sit next to Natalie.
"Where's Demi an Naya?"
"Demi went to go talk to her manager and Naya had to go work for a new episode of glee"
Suddenly I get a notification from twitter
ddlovato: NEW TOUR STARTING IN SEPTEMBER!!! #DEMIWORLDTOUR
I quickly check to see where's she's going. I mean, I know it doesn't really matter since I'm going with her but I would like to go.
I see she's going to louisville Kentucky on October 15. She's never been to Louisville so I'm pretty excited about this one.
I text demi
Me: your going to Louisville on 10/15???
Demi: yeah!!! I've never been and I'm so excited!!!!
Me: omgggggggg I've always wanted to go to Kentucky!!!
Demi: me too!!!! I'm sorry kiddo but I have to work :s I'll talk to you when I get home. Love ya bud!
Me: love ya to mom
Shit. I called her mom again... I miss my mom so fucking much it hurts. But I'm happy I'm with demi. So very happy.
Demi get home at 11 pm. She gives me a huge hug and apologizes for being gone all day. I missed her so much. Even though I've been loving with her for 9 years, I feel empty without her.
"Jen bug, you should be in bed. You have schools tomorrow!!"
"Demetria... Can I tell you something?"
"Uh oh what?"
"Ally life I've been bullied, called names. And that's the one reason I was cutting. The fresh ones were from a few days ago. That night I thought to myself 'I'm gonna stop. For demi' and I stopped. I haven't cut since then. And demi, your the reason why I'm still alive. The reason I'm staying strong."
"No Jennings. I'm not the reason. You are. It's all because of you that your staying strong. I love you Jen bug. I love you so much."
"I love you to mom."
Shit I did it again!!!
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AN: school is gonna happen the next chapter guys! I promise!
