I found her. I found Moira. I can't believe it. She's so beautiful now, she has hair, she has beautiful eyes, a beautiful smile, a beautiful everything. I missed her. I missed her so much. I thought about her non-stop since when I visited her.
"Demi, what are you doing here?"
"I was here to visit sick kids. You in particular."
"Demi, do you know her?" Asked Jennings.
"Oh my god, I'm so sorry! Moira, this is Jennings. Jennings, Moira."
"Nice to meet you!"
"You too!"
"So wait.. Demi, how'd you remember me?"
"You are so special to me. You mean so much to me. you're so beautiful."
I look down. Terrible Idea. I saw in the corner of my eye, Moira's wrist. She was wearing a jacket. She pulled up her sleeve to cover her wrist. I was heart-broken. I don't know what happened. She's so beautiful. I don't know if I should ask her about it or not. but I had an idea, she needs to come to demi world tour with me.
I whisper to Jennings about her coming with us and he thought it was a great idea.
After her clinic appointment, I ask her mother about it. She seemed kinda concerned. Yeah, I mean, her daughter is going to stay with me for a while but I'm gonna take amazing care of her. Her mom approves and I'm sosososososososo happy. I take her outside with me and take her in my bus.
"Oh my god demi. This is amazing! It's so huge!!"
"I know it is. Meet and greets are in a few hours so get ready. I have an outfit laid down on your bed for you."
"Oh yeah, umm.. I actually bought a meet and greet ticket for $350. So what are we going to do about that?"
"Well, I guess you can just meet me, again I guess." I laugh.
"Same with the concert."
"Oh yeah, I'm going to tell the security guard you're with me so you can get front row seats."
"Oh my god demi thanks so much!"
A few hours later we reach the KFC Yum Center and walk in. I go to the VIP area and set up. Moira is sitting there awkwardly. I decided to ask her about her self-harm.
"Moira, why do you where long sleeves a lot?.."
"Oh it's just because I'm cold." she smiled
"Moira.. If I had a dollar for everyone I have said that I would be rich. Please tell me."
"Demi, I'm just cold." she said stubbornly. I get kinda Angry. Why would she do this? She's so beautiful, so amazing, I just don't understand.
"Moira c'mon, I know. Okay? I saw. there is no need for you to hind your scars." I show her mine and tell her how she can get through it. She start crying and I get so sad.
"Can I see them?" I ask. she lifts up her sleeve and her poor arms. I wanna cry.
I look in her eyes. I can see her pain.
"Demi, the show is about to start. You need to get ready." Max tells me. I tell max about Moira and how she can sit in front row.
Jennings POV:
Demi has almost forgotten about me. Now that Moira has come along, she hasn't been paying attention to me. I'm getting the thoughts again. But this time, I'm actually planning on killing myself. I tell demi that I'm not feeling so well and that I'm going to get some fresh air. I walk outside and try to find a building that I can go on top of. I can't take much shit anymore.
I run, I run as fast as I can and I finally found a building. I sprint to the top and stand on the edge. I stop to text demi goodbye. I god I really hope she still has her phone. This is what I sent her:
"Demi, I love you to pieces. I love you so much. But it's pretty clear you love Moira more. Don't get me wrong, I think she's really sweet. But now that I know you don't need me, I guess I'm not needed anywhere anymore. So I guess this is goodbye. I love you."
Immediately she texts back:
"Jennings!! Wait stop!!! I'm coming to find you right now!!!"
I hear distant yells of two girls telling 'Jennings'
And then... It all goes black. I can't remember anything. All I can remember is my feet jumping off the edge.
I wake up in an ambulance with demi and Moira sitting next to me.
"Where to hell am I?"
"Jennings," demi said. "You nearly died. Why would you do this? I love you so much and I would Never Ever forget about you. I love you Jennings Robert Lovato."
I start getting teary eyed. "I love you to Demetria Devonne Lovato. You're all that I need in this world right now. And then it all went hazy. I can hear distant cries and yells. The heart rate thingy just goes beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. Is this what it's like being dead? because I fucking hate it because demi isn't here with me.
