You&Me (plus one more)// n.g & t.c

fifteen

*Lilly's POV*

What am I going to do? I sit down next to my bed, crying. I shouldn't have left. Maybe I should go back. No. Things are fine. I love Jack. But I love Gilinsky too. He is my brother after all. But Jack has been there for me through all of this.

I bury my face in my hands, frustrated and sobbing. I'll never figure this out.

*FLASHBACK*

"Goodbye Jack." I say, slamming the door in his face.

I start walking to nowhere, and then stop on the side of the road

Then I get a call. I look at the caller ID and smile: Jack Dail💛

Lilly: Hello?

Jack: Lilly! Gilinsky called me and told me you left. He was crying and upset is everything okay?

Lilly: Please don't mention him. And. Uhh... Yeah. Everything's fine.

Jack: that means nothing's fine. *sigh* where are you?

Lilly: Highway 82.

Jack: be there in a minute.

I hang up and sigh. Five minutes later jack pulls up and pulls over on the side of the road, getting out of his car and running towards me. I embrace him and start bawling.

"I'm all alone in this world. All alone."

"Shh Lilly no. No. You have me okay?"

I nod, but still can't contain my crying.

"C'mon let's go."

We drive to his apartment in San Diego and he leads me inside. I sit down on the couch and he gets me water and a blanket.

"Wanna talk about it?" He asks, obviously very concerned.

"Nash and Luce had sex. Alex is Nash's kid." His mouth opens slightly, almost like he's going I say something, but I stop him to finish. "After Cameron died. While I was pregnant with little Cameron. Then Luce made Trevor believe that the kid was his, that he was drunk when they had sex. And now my life is over. And Gilinsky told me to 'stop feeling sorry for myself' and I just." I break down. "I just can't anymore, Jack, I really can't."

He tried to calm me down. "Come move in with me and things will be okay." I nod. Maybe they will.

*FLASHBACK OVER*

I smile at how Jack makes me feel. He always makes sure I'm okay. He's always there for me. He's honestly perfect. No- he's not perfect. He's perfect for me. And I'm perfect for him.

He walks in. "Your smiling weird."

I laugh and he walks over to me and wraps his arm around my shoulder.

"I feel guilty. Maybe I should've done something different. I don't know." I sigh. "I mean. I'm happy with you, I'm so happy, but Gilinsky and Johnson were the only family I have left. I just wish there was a way I could take Nash out of the picture that is and was my life."

"Maybe Nash was put in your life for a reason." Jack says. I look at him.

"What do you mean by that?"

"Nash was a big part of your life for a really long time and I think he has a part in the making of who you are today." He smiles. "And if that's it then remind me to thank him because I love who you are today." I smile and he kisses my forehead. Then I put my head on his shoulder.

"I just want this to all go away." I say.

"It will. Trust me. Someday things will be okay. And some day you'll recover from all the pain that you've felt. And your life is going to be absolutely amazing. It's going to be perfect."

"As long as I get to spend it with you"

"Oh trust me, you will." He says, and kisses me slowly, pulling me to where I'm sitting on his lap.

And it was more perfect than anything I've ever felt.

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-Caitlyn