Langst one shots

5- Lances Suicide

Lance POV
I was done
I was done with the disrespect.
Done with the insults.
Done with life.
I was being told to shut up even if I wasnt talking. I would cry myself to sleep. I cut every night. I have about a total of over 200 cuts on my arms, thighs, and stomach. I train all the time. Then I had an idea. But I need Coran.
I walk around the castle to find him and i found him working on the ship. "Hey Coran can I ask you a favor?" "Sure what is it my boy?" He said.
"I want to have the key to the weapons closet"  I said.
"Alright but why?"
"I want to get better at training"
Coran hands me the key and I go inside the closet. I pick out the sharpest knife I can find. Which a happens to be Keith's knife. I go to my room and hide it. Then I start crying. Am I really going to kill myself tomorrow?
Then Shiro comes in.
He looks at me then he goes and hugs me. He starts rocking me back and forth as I'm crying. He asks what is wrong. "I -hick- dont want to to make fun of me" I say. He tells me he wont make fun of me. Then I tell him about my depression, anxiety, and cutting habits. He remains calm and continues to hug and rock me while trying to calm me down. Then I fall asleep.

Shiro POV
I can't believe it. One of my paladans was suffering and I didnt even notice. We are so hard on him and we expect him to get over it. I'm so hard on him. I cant belive how cruel we all are. How cruel i am too! I want to take all of Lance's misery away. I'm such an awfuleader and person.
I see he fell asleep in my arms so I put him in his bed and I'll talk to him tomorrow. Does he cry often?
Keith POV

I wake up to sobbing and comforting. I try to go back to sleep but I cant. Who is sobbing? And who is with them? I decided to listen in and i hear them say the city, have depression and anxiety!? Who the quizznac should have all that? Come to think of Pidge hasnt been the same. Wait pudge has depression? I have to try and help her.

Lance POV

I woke up only to find I'm alone. I go out into breakfast and try to start a conversation ably to be meet with a shut up by Keith.

Time skip to in the afternoon

Keith had been hanging out a lot with Pidge today so far. That's weird. Maybe he likes her? He total does. Ouch.

Time skip to at night because I'm a lazy butt.

I'm going to do it. I'm going to end my life. I'm not going to be the 7th wheel burden anymore. I wont be the mess up loser anymore. I wont be the screw up. It will all be over. I grab the blade and position it to where my heart it. Then I thrust it in. The spring pain goes thro me. I pull it out and thrush again and again. Now I definitely wont survive. Then I pass out.

Shiro POV

I was walking to Lance's room to make sure he was ok. I know I on the door. No answer. I knock again. No answer. I start to get worried. I know again. Them I use my robotic arm and bust open the door and I'm meet with a horrifying sight.