Langst one shots

4- Unhappy (sad)

Keith POV

Lance has been acting weird. He hasn't come to dinner, he only talks to us when being talked to, and all he does is train. I dont know what happend to him. Wait I do know, we happend. We kept throwing insults at him left and right and he snapped. So now our sharpshooter is dull and dosnt have any of the traits thta I like. He doesn't flirt, he doesn't make jokes, all he does is train. One day I saw him get beaten up by one kf the simulator robot, and he didnt move. Now the swords on those things hurt, just one hit and give you a bruise for weeks, but Lance didn't even move. He just sat their wander it him him. We broke him real bad. But I seems I'm the only one to notice. Everyone else have being enjoying the quiet. One day I heard them talking about Lance. I should have stopped the conversation. They were saying how they should replace him and how he was useless. Didnt they see what level he was on for training? He was on level 178! On hard! I couldn't even get past level 80! Then I heard a bayard go off. My heart froze. The other paladans thought we were being invaded but I new Lance had just tried to commit suicide. What did we do to him! I ran to his room and say him with a note and bayard in hand. Then I grabbed him and rushed to a pod. I put him in and everyone looked confused. I put up training levels and scores and then I gave them the note and left. I already knew what is said.
《2 weeks later》
Lance was in a coma for 2 weeks. 2 weeks! I missed him and everyone else looked guilty. I kept his note just in case he died.
Dear Volton,
Hi sorry for doing this. I know that you guys wont care and that I'm useless. I know you dont have to fake it. Look I'm sorry for being born and I'm sorry for being alive, I know I regret it deeply. I just want to say all those things you said to me were true. I believed all of it because you guys are smarter, stronger, and more mature than me. I have tried to kill myself multiple times but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I know I'm horrible. You guys were my family after my biological one kicked me out for being gay. Yeah I'm gay I built up this fake person to impress you guys. But it obviously didnt work. Maybe I will finally end my suffering. Wait I will end my suffering. Allura would make a better pilot than me. Have fun with blue. She hates tomatoes btw. Anyway I'm going to get out of your hair. Bye
~Lance
Lance never woke up.