Langst one shots

2- Baby dont cut(sad)

Lance POV

Why.
Why do people have to be so mean. Why cant they understand that people don't what attention. What would happen if I kill myself? Would the world be better? I looked at my bottle of Anti-depressants and I took one and swallowed it. Maybe I should just go. Allura called all of the paladans to the training room to train. Lance trained every night. He was at level 129 difficulty on hard.

3rd person POV

Lance and the team started training. Robots came charging at them. "Lance cover me!" Yelled Pidge "on it!" Yelled Lance. Lance went over and shot a few robots but didn't notice the one charging at Pidge when he did it was too late. "Pidge wa-" Pidge was hit by the sword. "End training sequence!" Yelled Allura. "Pidge are you ok!?" I asked but everyone pushed me back.

Lance POV

"What the heak Lance!?"
"You need to train more!"
"What is wrong with you!!"
"Your so selfish!"
"You need to stop thinking about girls and focus!"
The words kept coming. I went to my room and the words didn't stop.
Ugly
Stupid
Useless
Bad
Goofball
Not needed
Soft
Weak
Gross
Fat
Train more
Talk less
Eat less
Don't let anyone see emotions anymore.
I agreed with everything they told me. So I did everything that they told me. I didn't eat, I didn't show any emotions, I only trained. Training was the only important thing ever. Nothing else was important. Only training.
-2 months later-
I reached level 300 with hard on the training deck. I have cuts all over my arms. So much that I have no room anymore. No one noticed and no one cared. I'm glad. My birthday came and everyone ignored me as usual. But I didn't care I deserved it. No one would care about me anyway. So why would I even care about myself. I train for 9 hours during the day and 3 hours during the night. The rest of the time I'm cutting or crying and listening to my favorite song 'Baby dont cut'
Shes only seventeen her whole lifestyle ahead of her
I cant take it anymore so I grab my blade and I cut over my scars
She hated school because the people their discredited her
I cut and cut and cut
Her boyfriend trys to tell her that's not how it seems but everyday she just gets lower with her selfesteem
I have to stop but I dont want to
He let's her know that every night will have a brighter day
Nothing good happens in my life
She even tried to overdose and take her life away
I have tried to commit suicide before but I couldn't bring myself to do it.
Shes feeling hopeless just sitting their beside her bed
No one cares about me but I need to stop cutting
Then he takes her hand and places it beside her head
I put the razor away and sit on my bed listening to the song
He tries to hold her but with every touch she still resists
Then he sees the scars buried deep within her wrists
Shes feeling numb as he begs and pleads and asks her why
I wish someone cared about me like her boyfriend does in the song
She says it's the way she controls the pain she feels inside
Hes asking her how long has it been since you felt this way because you go me feeling so dam helpless
She says it's been a while I guess I needed better luck then he screams at and tells her baby never cut
No one would tell me never cut even if they found out
Because nobody seems to get you you feel your on your own but listen pretty lady you dont have to be alone so baby dont cut baby dont cut you can to anything just promise
It's not as easy at 'go talk to someone! You feel much better after wards!'
I know your heart is hurting you think the road has end you might just feel like thta blade is you only friend but baby dont cut
My small pocket knife is my only friend no one ever cared about me and no one ever will
You can do anything just promise. The next day at school shes feeling better than the day before even cracked a couple smiles as she walked the corardor but all that seemed to end she dropped her doors and walked into class and every student seemed to pont and laugh
Every one DOES point and laugh at me when I do something wrong.
She couldn't take it anymore she sent her boy a text, she said I love you with my body hear and soul to death. He though nothing typed I live you then he sent it, by death he didnt knkw thta she latterly just ment it.
I cant take living anymore. I grabbed the life and started cutting again.
She ducked her next class ran home into her bathroom she thought to herself she wouldn't break her promise that soon
1 cut
2 cuts
3 cuts
4
The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor.
Lance had passed out on the floor from blood loss
See her boyfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated he followed it ran down to her house he never waited.
Keith had this weird feeling that something bad happend to Lance but he wasn't sure why so he walked over to his room.
The front door was open he heard the water running.
His room door was open and he heard water running.
He stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning
I walked into his bathroom and saw Lance with cuts new and old and blood every where.
Because nobody seems to get you you feel your on your own but listen pretty lady you dont have to be alone so baby dont cut baby dont cut you can do anything just promise. I know your heart is hurting you think the road has end you may just feel like that blade is your only friend but baby dont cut you can do anything just promise.
Keith just stood their trying to get his senses right. Why would he do that then he snapped back into reality.
He puts her arm around his shoulder hes trying to lean her back up yelling at her name as he laid her beside the bathtub
"Lance! Dont leave me! Lanec!"
Feels his whole world just took a hit from a big avalanche screaming out so heavily 'somebody call and Ambulance!'
"Allura get a pod! NOW!"
feeling mad angry like somebody's lead her on to this he eyeballs are rolling drifting out of consciousness thinking to himself why the hell didnt she stop at will the tears keep on rolling as they head to the hospital
I run and run and Lance is slowly dying and I get to the area where the pods are.
Everyone jumps to see Lance in my arms with blood all over him and me. Allura puts him in a pod and everyone starts crying.
An hour later the doc walks over with a sour face and says excuse me for the words I'm about to say I'm sorry for you Loss.
Allura say that Lance does the pod couldn't heal him. No he isnt dead he cant be!
The boy just starts collapsing this own world his own girl just took a crashing saying to himself it's his fault that he let let it baby I thought you made a promise you would never cut.
"No hes not dead h-he can't be d-dead" I say while crying on the floor
Because nobody seems to get you you feel your on your own but listen pretty lady you dont have to be alone so baby dont cut baby dont cut you can do anything just promise. I know your heart is hurting you think the road has end you may just feel like that blade is your only friend but baby dont cut you can do anything just promise you wont cut please dont cut baby dont cut baby dont cut.