Turn Your Face

(03)

I hear the loud noise of my alarm through my dreams. I open my ice blue eyes and turn it off. I sit up on the bed and are already feeling sick to my stomach over the nerves. 

I suck them deeper into my stomach and quickly walk over to my clothes, I yank on the shirt and pants and carefully crafted my creepers under my feet. I walk into the bathroom and stare at myself in the mirror, I brush my teeth and my hair. 

I mess with it fix it out of my face. It looks clean and decent at least, I apply some heavy makeup and fix a beanie on the top of my head. I look nice, I hear someone come in, it was a sleepy Griffin. 

"May I help you?' I asked, fixing my eyeliner with my finger to get it out of my eye, sending burns through my cornea. 

"I lived here first, I should be saying that to you." He smiled at me, before grabbing a toothbrush and applying some toothpaste to his mouth and scrubbed around alot. It was he first time, I'd seen him smile to me. 

I sit on the counter, waiting on him to get done, I guess he's nice in the morning but it wears off. 

"Look, you don't talk to me, sit with me or try to get my attention today at school, got that?" He edged closer to me, causing me to lean up against a wall but he stood directly in front of me, I tried to back up again but not able to. 

 "What's with you, why can't you get over the fact that I'm your new sister?" I say, staring blankly into his eyes, showing him my fear only made him stronger. 

"You're not my sister, don't ever call yourself that." He sternly said, leaning his face closer to mine. 

I breathed slowly into his parted lips, causing him to close his eyes. 

"Leave me alone, you prick." I said, pushing him away from me and walking downstairs into the kitchen, where Rosalie leaned against the counter, drinking some coffee from her "Worlds Best Mommy" mug. I smiled. 

"Well, good morning beautiful. Are you ready for your first day of school?" She asked, as I sat at the table waiting for the bus. 

I just nod and smile, trying to hide the fear behind my eyes. I heard the bus honk it's horn outside, waiting on us, I walked outside with Griffin and got onto the bus, I sat in the middle, there was a woman sitting in the back with the shortest shorts I've ever seen. 

Griffin took a seat next to her and I saw them kiss. It was disgusting, and I felt jealous. Jealous? NO! 

I'm not going to date my brother, well, he's not my real brother who never existed because I was an only child. 

I held my bag close to my body and waited on the rest of the people to get on the bus. 

...

I turned into the combination and opened my locker, I shoved my bag inside it and grasped my books that I needed for English. 

I felt someone bump into me, not hard but hard enough to knock the books out of my hand and make me trip over my own feet. 

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry." He says, leaning down and grabbing my books before helping me off the ground. He looks quite rude but is actually really nice. 

"It's OK, thanks for helping me." I said, taking my books from the brown headed boy. 

"I'm Cole." He smiled at me, watching every move I made. 

"Bekah."  I said, smiling back at him. I shut my locker and we went our separate ways. 

...

I climbed onto the bus and started to walk to the back of the bus and sit down where I saw Griffin and that girl this morning, I sat in the seat and saw her and him walk onto the bus. 

"Excuse me bitch, this is my seat." She said, with an attitude. I acted as though I didn't hear her. 

"Hey! I'm fucking talking to you," She said, grabbing my shoulder and turning me around, before I can say anything, she hits me hard right on my nose. 

I feel the blood drizzle onto my mouth, wanting me to throw up. 

I felt tears starting to blur my vision. I grabbed her throat and slammed her against the wall, before punching her about 4 times, before getting off the bus and just deciding to walk home, even though I had no idea where I was going. 

I'm determined to walk until I find it.