Everyone in Maree's life who she's shown kindness to always takes that kindness as her weakness and break her down, break her bubblegum heart, popping it before swallowing and sucking all the sweetness of it.
Maree's mother did it to her, her step-father Kraig did it, Victor did it, they all took a piece of her heart and smashed the piece that they had until she had no heart until it was just a tiny piece that she had left. Maree had spent all of her life protecting her brothers and making sure that they had a better life than she had. She made sure she gave them love when no one else would when their father disappeared when their mother had stopped caring.
For a while, Maree wished she had a different mother, she wished that it was just her father and her brothers, she wished she wouldn't have been so selfless since all it did was hurt her. Maree seemed to have only given kindness to her demons, to her monsters but they seem to completely devour the small number of good memories she had. All the pain and the torment that she suffered by the hands of her step-father was something she doesn't regret if it wasn't for that night, she wouldn't be seeing them behind bars.
Maree remembers the nights where she would see her father, crying onto the pile of bills he had, she would always bring him a blanket and warm milk as she read her stories to him as he would fall into a deep sleep. She would take on the role of mother, maid, and therapist but she didn't mind as her father had fallen into a deep depression that her mother left him in.
Left him broke without a penny to his name, left her 3-year-old daughter without a loving smile or someone to tuck her and fight away her nightmares. But instead she was the one who brought the nightmares, she wouldn't help her daughter when she was screaming for her, she would just turn up the television and pretend as if she didn't hear it. Maree remembers the scars, the bruises that never faded away, she fought for her brother's safety and she came out shattered. Maree remembers the moment she finally felt safe, the moment she heard the sirens and the moment the handcuffs rested tightly on their wrists.
When she embraced her father for the first time in 3 years, she tried to have a normal life after it, tried to forget it all but all she can do is remember the pain. Went to another high school for troubled kids like herself and found people she can call her friends and companions, they had stories that were almost like hers or some stories even worse. For years she felt normal as she slowly picked up the pieces of herself and met Victor, for a while, she believed she loved him and that sweet vanilla colored hair of his. For 3 years, she felt as if he understood her unlike no one else but it was the secrets he didn't tell her that broke them apart. When she caught Victor with another girl, not just another girl it was her bestfriend Peaches.
She remembers losing control for the first time in her life, as her fists collided with her face countless times and remembers the bruises on her knuckles and the blood dripping in her palms. She remembers leaving the apartment they shared and leaving with nothing but tears as she wouldn't eat, wouldn't sleep for weeks. She broke down but picked herself back up again, it was the month she lost her grandmother and that was the month he decided to cheat on her, falling deep into her own pain and melancholy.
She left Washington, DC for the tiniest town in it but that's where her family was as she disappeared and ran off to Forks, Washington to settle down and build a life for herself, to pick up the pieces again. She found comfort in a fellow girl who had her heart broken by family, Leah Clearwater was a friend who understood her almost like she was her twin. All she had to worry about in Forks was her monsters, her tormenters coming back for vengeance. Her family prepares for them to find them and prepares for a fight if they have to, along the way she finds the man who broke one heart for another heart. But she hopes she can find solace in the man who broke hearts before but she hopes she can stop him from breaking another.
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Bittersweet Bubblegum ❀ Sam Uley {1}
Fiksi PenggemarMaree Romaine, a girl with a shattered heart, everyone took a piece of her heart and broke it into tiny pieces, she's tired of getting her heart broken and shattered, it'd be best if she never falls in love again. The past haunts her with every rela...