After he checked all rooms, Doyoung gave up and went to the desk that had a laptop on top of it and on the top of that laptop is a red flashdrive.
Doyoung grabbed the flashdrive, turned the computer on and plugged the usb in.
He was shaking in nervousness. He clicked on the files of the flashdrive and the only thing there was a video and the thumbnail was Sanae's face.
He immediately clicked it and the file loaded;
When Doyoung heard Sanae speak enthusiastically, his tears were on a speed rolling down combo.
Hello, Sir Kim Doyoung ~
Thank you for trying to save me from suiciding, I appreciate it, but you see, even before we met, I was already dead. I don't know what happened, but yeah, you saw me and believed I was just another person who wants to kill herself. About the strawberry milk deal, I never really agreed to that, if you recall it, I didn't say anything, I-I just wanted to joke around and I'm sorry. After this, please check the box underneath this table.
I'm sorry for not telling you this, for dragging you up to this point. Now please promise me you'll be happy even without me , don't grieve or cry, I won't like it.
I'm letting you go. Being able to be your girlfriend, even just for a day, it was amazing and I hope we can be together for a long time or eternity like other couples do, but we can't. I'm sorry for making you fall inlove with me and I'm sorry for saying 'yes' to you. Live your life like how you did when I still wasn't around, I need you to do that.
I love you so much, thank you for loving me too. Goodbye.
With that, Sanae smiled and kissed the camera and the video ended there. Doyoung was crying silently, frequently wiping off his tears with his sleeves.
Doyoung wasted no time dropping on one knee and pulling the box out under the desk and opening it, then it was there—
10 strawberry milk cartons, all unopened.
Doyoung gripped tightly on the box, his knuckles turning white from how tight his hold is getting.
His tears were endlessly dropping, he didn't hear multiple heavy footsteps cause by his bestfriends.
They all stayed standing on the front door, watching Doyoung clench on the box, his head bowed down, and droplets of tears falling on the cartons of strawberry milk.
Doyoung stood up slowly and didn't move for a few seconds, and then all was heard was a loud thud and the box hit the wall and the strawberry milk cartons were scattered on the floor.
And it was all caused by Doyoung's kick.
Ten and Sejeong were quick to run to Doyoung and grab his arms, trying to calm him down.
"Doyoung please, none of what you're doing is helping." Sejeong said, panic evident in her voice
Doyoung clenched his jaw and his fists were shaking out of anger and sadness.
"I fucking hate you! We agreed on a date tomorrow, and it's your treat. You told me you love me, but why did you leave me. Why did you show up? Why did you walk in to my life? Why did you love me? Why did I get attached to you?" Doyoung yelled his lungs out, kicking the box repeatedly
"You know what I'm wishing right now?" Doyoung eyed Sanae's framed picture infront of him
"I'm wishing that I won't be able to remember who you are, our memories the second I wake up tomorow" Doyoung said before fishing his phone in his pocket and opened the calender
"See this? I was so excited about this because it's our first date, but how do you think am I suppose to do this when you're gone?" Doyoung weakly said, showing Sanae the plan he made for tomorrow.
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"Doyoung, don't! Come back here, please!" Yoojung shouted as she cried her eyes out
Ten took steps forward and this only made Doyoung step backwards and Ten got the hint to he stopped trying to get to Doyoung.
"Doyoung, please!" Sejeong cried out
Doyoung was currently standing on the edge of a 17 floored building's rooftop.
"Doyoung, do you remember when you swore you'll be with us and be our best friend forever? What are you doing now? Get back here, please." Johnny said, panicking as Doyoung can fall down any time
What Johnny said made Doyoung smile, but his smile was painted with pain. "Forever." Doyoung mumbled then he chuckled
"That's what she told me too, and now she's gone." Doyoung mumbled to himself
"Doyoung, if you keep on doing this, just think of Sanae, is she happy? Will she be smiling if she sees you like this?" Yuta said without breathing
Doyoung only smiled at the sight of his bestfriends. He's been through alot, ever since he was young, he's been in so much pain. Being bullied, being abused, and all that.
Doyoung thought his life was going go be well when he started living alone and having his bestfriends, but then Sanae came.
He thought his life was to become perfect as he felt the love he was longing for and he finally got to experience what being loved feels, and then it all flushed down.
He was beyond tired all he could do was smile.
"I'm sorry." Doyoung said, his voice rough from all the crying and shouting
And then he stepped back.
just wait a little, I'm going to see you, Sanae.
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Strawberry Milk • k.dy
Fanfiction❝If I were to supply you a strawberry milk whenever you want one, will you stop being suicidal?❞ date started [180715] date finished [190624]
