My names isiah, im 18 about to be 19 in july 26 even tho my birthday is not even worth celebrating cuss im older now and people dont really be caring, i honestly draw but only if i want to be in my zone, usually when it comes to sharing and caring about my posibilitys i just dont like how people react to my drawings, saying awful things to me like how my drawings looks like my face? That dont even make since to where it just makes no since at all , y cant people just understand what i be going through, i have a major problem with cutting myself which people also dont be caring cuss it happens to people like me that has depression, people that has 5major depressions, anger depression,sad depression,meltdown depression,happy depression, and empty depression, i have all of these built in me because ive been through so much that its just... i couldnt handle 😔, parents wont even understand you ,infact,they want u to understand them instead, they never wanna go through with your words cuss even if your actually telling the truth they still gonna be in denial because they still caring about what i did in the past when its 2019 now, its the present, we change and i try to change, but nomatter how much i try to change its like they dont ... love me anymore ....😢 how am i suppose to live my life without supports , its killing me from the inside and only i know that because its my body,my life, and how i use my personality's, i just hate myself.
