Yes , on that day of july the 26 i became and involved into a stronger young man, as i experience myself with exiting updates :meaning: drink,smoke/get high, drive, having a even more greater cereer.
But somethings not right... i still have the same attitude and people still picking on me and im still emotional and very sensitive, i guess i cant change the way i am now, i honestly wish i can change , but its like my personality's on a lowlife level instead of a prowick/leader level, even tho i am 19 about to be 20 and got stronger, its like im still useless and getting to afraid of things, i always depend our number one father which is god that put us in this world for a reason, to help me with my inner life and to give me a real reason to let this go and transform myself into a loving charming and a brave leader.😩
BUT EITHER WAY IM STILL HAPPY THAT IM NOW 19❤💜
A couple of days past since my birthday, it was a beautiful morning with sorring sounds of birds chirping and grass slowly but smoothly moving together releasing shiny sparkles of water out of the grass leaving the sparkled water on the sky fulfilling a rainbow of each color ,red,blue,purple,orange,yellow,and green.
Anyway yes it was a perfect morning and I already got up brushed my teeth and washed my face ,u know the same old procedure, I got to the living room to eat my own favorite cereal fruity pebbles and it was really delicious, I ate my cereal and got to the room and played call of duty Black ops 2, I'm a quickscoper hahahaaa, I was playing the game for 3hours enjoying myself with friends and they beat me and I beat them , cornering them on Nuketown, they couldn't handle the pressure so I just stopped using snipers ,now I was using KSG shotgun with long barrial on it and they also couldn't handle that so I ended the game and they said they had to go do chores so I said okay. To me it was the best .
PART 3 WILL COME TODAY
