It all started when It was the fourth of July ,my family was popping fireworks without me but I had a reason ,it's because I don't like fireworks so I rather just stay inside ,but my dad wanted me (forced me) to play fireworks so I said fuck it I'll just pop on ,so I went outside with the rest of my family to pop one, and they handed me one ....but I guess I should of stayed in the house because this is where it gets out of hand, I popped a firework by my dad's car and I was making sure it didn't hit his car while I was pointing it up the sky, my dad thinked that I was tryna hit his car but wasn't he told me to step back from the car (aggressively), I stepped back and once I stepped back and he yelled telling me I shouldnt of popped fireworks by his car and I really wasn't trying to hit his car, but he spassed out and he (yelled) at me saying BYE SON,. I sadly walked back to the house but while I was walking to the house ...a tear crossed from my eyes slowly coming down to my cheek , once I got in the house I just got on the Xbox ignoring my dad because I felt like I wasn't getting treated fair and he new wat he said was outta hand ,he shouldn't get mad over his damn car and his shit was in perfect condition so what is to be mad about.
Next morning it was 12:30pm and I was playing on the Xbox enjoying myself with friends online again, and my dad came in the house from work saying hey to everyone including me and I didn't responded back to him cuss I was still hurt from last night ,my brother tried to tap my shoulder sayi dude u should say hi to him , I told him no it'll be fine I shouldn't talk to people that hurted me along time ago and still hurt me right now as it is, my dad said (ITS OKAY ITS IGHT) he went to the room and putted his stuff down and came back to me and said (DONT COME BACK TO ME ASKING ME FOR SHOES THIS OR CLOTHES THAT OR ANY GODDAMN GAMES BECAUSE U IS DISRESPECTFUL) ,. (PAUSED) how am I disrespectful and all I ever did was pop a damn firework by your car and made sure it didn't even hit your car not once because I was pointing it up so y were u so mad over that pointless ass shit dad, he said(U SHOULD OF FUCKING LISTENED WHAT I FUCKING TOLD YOU TOO AND U ALWAYS CUTTING YOSELF DEALING WIT WEAK ASS DEPRESSION AND U EXPACT US TO HELP U), I said u know what since u got shit off yo chess I'mma get shit off my chess first point #1 Wheres my real dad huh were the fuck he's at bro after all those years y'all kept that damn secret of me and my brother having another dad, so tell me where the fuck he's at, he responded(SO YOU THINK IM NOT A GOOD ENOUGH DAD FOR U) nah u think , I always hated u from the damn start ever since I was born , I saw two niggas standing aside of each other during birth while I was being born, it was u and that other nigga so imma ask u again where he's at, (he didn't respond), my mother said (u had enough I'm taking your stuff away) (I said in response) fine take my shit away besides u always do that weak ass shit in the first place mother how am I supposed to be happy an shii while u,my fake ass dad, and my smart talking ass sister wanna get on my ass for shit bro it's always literally the three of you ,. *My sister through a shoe at me* and that's how my hatred grew for her too, I always hated my sister from the jump because she always be talking smart shit too,too much smart shit and I hated her I always did because of it ,like damn y won't she shut the fuck up and learn her place already, so anyway the three of them got on me and my brother tried to hold me back and I keep telling him to leave me alone I don't wanna hurt him so I pushed him away and my sister through another shoe at my head and I through a lamp at her .... My mother finally said (GET OUT THE HOUSE) I never smiled in my life and yes I was happy because I'mma finally get away from this family once and for all, I packed my stuff and I walked to my nana room to say goodbye ,she was crying because she didn't want me to go and I told her I have to because they is too rough and too extra on me to much drama, my nana said she understands and she also said to me one day u and your mother gonna have to talk because regards of the problem or situation she's still my mother and I said yes ik but I don't think I should talk to her , cuss I'm sick of apologising to the same people , it's about time I get an apology from them and if they don't apologise then fuck them I don't wanna care about them, my nana said it's okay I understand that too , *she gives me money to take the bus and for the road, I told her thank u so much for being there for me when I needed u,my brother,and my cousin,and papa are all I can trust, she cries and she said i better be number one,she hugs me and I gave her a final hug and I left the room in silence as I wipe my tears, my brother guards the door and I told him brother can you please move,he cries in silence saying no to me and I tried to get him away from the door gently he hugged me roughly and I hugged back in silence then he allows me to go, once I step out of the house with one step (steps) I'm in the world meaning I'm by my own self.
PART 4 WILL BE HELD TOMORROW STAY TOONED MY PEOPLES 👌
