Crenshaw

Chapter 49

Anaya POV

My collection was hitting the spot today Samantha and nanny had the kids and Samiel was no where to be found I was worried about him I check every where for him last place I turn was to the cemetery and there he was going crazy right in front of Nip grave I knew the pain he felt cause I felt it to but I had to hide it with a smile. A smile that killed me in the inside. I stood back watching him.

Samiel:Man Nip brother I miss you so much I never been this away from you it's killing me I'm trying to stay strong for the kids and especially Boog sis really the only one who understands me really that trust shit it fuck me up I only trust her I know she still hurting but she a real G tho and I feel like I'm failing her and I don't want to I'm not the same since you and Indy left I try but it's hard what hurts me the most is that they set you up bro how could Big U do this we knew he was always hating on us but I promise brother this won't end I'm fighting for what's yours I'm riding to the end but Emani graduated she has gotten so big and Kross being like you each day being bad and all cause he asking about you and Boog be trying we all try but I really miss you well I talk to you tomorrow gotta go before Boog notice I'm late well today her collection comes out I love you Nip my little brother watch over us

When he got up and turn around and seen me he was surprise.

Samiel:Was you there the whole time

Me:Yeah I was

I didn't let him talk and just gave him a hug I knew he needed it we were all going through it but we showed it in different ways.

Samiel:Let's get out of her and go to your event

We got in the car and we drove off to the event my surprise everyone was there to congratulate me was this there plan or what.

Me:Awe guys thanks

The pictures came out so nice yeah I was emotional Ermias would have been so proud of me he would always know what to tell me and here I was feeling sad because I couldn't celebrate this victory with him.