Crenshaw

Chapter 50

Anaya POV

Everything went black all I could hear is Ermy voice cussing me out telling me wake up your having a nightmare and trying to wake me up.

Ermias:Boog if you don't wake up from this mothering fucking nightmare your having ima wake you tf up Boog because I'm trying to sleep and you over here yelling and shit

As I open my eyes and seen Ermy I closed them up and open them again I pinch my self and than pinch him. Ermy had that face like wtf is wrong with you my nigga.

Me:So you are alive oh baby I miss you never leave me and the kids alone but baby I love you and that's facts Idk what I would do without you . Without you I'm nothing and I'm serious Ermias

Ermias:Nawww Boog now you scarring me what's wrong with you it's all a nightmare

I couldn't believe it was all a Dream I had tears coming down my face because that shit was so painful we were all hurting for Ermy loss but it was just all a Dream I hug him so tight and kissed him.

Ermias:Can we go to sleep and we talk about this when we are fully wake

Me:Okay Nipsey

That's when Ermy filled me with all kisses I cuddle myself with him until I fell asleep again.

I woke up to still finding Ermy laying down next to me. I kissed him on the forehead went to go take a shower got dressed and ready and to make us some breakfast. As soon as I was about to call all of them I felt some hands go around my waist.

Ermias:Good Morning Mommaina

Me:Good morning Sexy Zaddy how did you sleep

Ermias:Delicious great let me go get the kids ready and I'll come down

We were all at the table eating Emani and Kross enjoying there time together and Ermy just starring at me.

Ermias:So tell me about this dream or nightmares of yours

Me:Okay here it goes well it was Sunday March 31 none of us wanted to get up but we remember nanny had made a family bbq for all of us so we had fun with the kids and than you left to do somethings at the Marathon few hours later Samiel calls me saying you been shot at the Marathon so I rush to the hospital to find out that Samiel telling me that you didn't make it out. My whole world fell apart at the moment. I couldn't process what he was telling me. My heart shattered into a million of pieces. I cried and cried than I thought how I was going to tell Emani. I told her and she went uncontrollably on me she lost her favorite person. We all was going through it me the most cause I didn't know how to live without you and the pain I felt for Kross because you know how he's still small and I always wanted him to know his daddy loved him a lot. After that the weeks passed by Samiel help me with all the funeral arrangements. It was all hard for us but it hit him the hardest. I went crazy after you know burying you I was completely lost. Than Samiel got hit by a drunk driver and she died it was just all a nightmare that wouldn't end. Than Chynna came in trying to make amends but to find out it was to kill me. She had gotten close to us just to try to kill me she shit me. Than your higher song launch and we had that on repeat. After that Samiel wanted to go crazy on me I couldn't loose him neither after that I decide to launch my fashion line than we celebrate your birthday it was the hardest for me but that's when you woke me up

We both had tears in our eyes.

Ermias:Shittt Boogie I had a similar dream like that but you died instead and Samiel its the same as yours but backwards wow we gotta pay attention I promise Boog I'm not going anywhere I'm here forever

I got up and went over to him sat on Ermy lap and kissed him. I was happy all of this was a night mare and not true. I cleaned up and Ermy and the kids went to go get ready. When I realize what day it was it was March 31st here I was praying to God our dreams wouldn't come true. I lit up the sage and said my prayers. We decide to take the kids to enjoy themselves before Nanny BBQ at her house. The day went by so smooth I was extremely happy here I was opening my eyes every 5 minutes to see if it was true that Ermy was alive with us.