Just a Thug Looking For Love .

Chapter 5.

I Woke Up  Thinking About What Happened Yesterday . I Mean I Enjoyed It and All But I Think I'm Moving Too Fast . I Just Got Out Of a Relationship and Already In Another , I Spent The Night and Everything Like Nothing Happened . I Think I'm Just Going To Talk To Deshiah about It Hopefully He'll Be Reasonable About It . So I Turned Around and Got Out Of The Bed . Put On One Of His Shirts and Walked DownStairs , And Just Thought About What I Was Going To Say When He Came Down .

About a Hour Later .

"Good Morning" I Said As He Came Down Stairs With Sleep All Over His Face . "GoodMorning" .

" So Uh I Need To Talk To You About Something. " I Said Kind , Of Hesitant .

" Yeah ?"

" Well Um , I Think I'm Moving To Fast , I Mean I Just Got Out Of A Relationship Now I'm With You , and I Already Spent The Night , I Like You and All But I'm Just Moving a Little Faster Then What I Would Like ."

" Well If You Feel Like That Then Just Go Do You Until , You Actually Know What You Wanna Do . "

When He Said That I Started To Feel Bad , " See It's Not Like That I-

He Cut Me Off and Said " Save The Shit"

" See You Taking This The Wrong Way But Ima Just Go , Talk To You Later ."

"Hold On Don't Leave "

" Yeah I Think My Time OverDue Right Now , I'll Text You " I Say Walking Out . Well Jayda You Did It That Time . I Pulled Out My Phone To Call My BestFriend And See That She Think .

Jayda : Hello ?

Alexus : Wassup Giirl ?

Jayda: Guh I Needa Talk To You .

Lexus : Just Stop By .

With That I Hung Up and Started On My Way There .

"Alexussssss " I Yelled Running To Her and Hugged Her.  " Hey Bae"

" So Look I I Was Over Deshiah House Right , And We Got Together , But I Realised I Was Moving a Little Fast and I Tried To Talk To Him About and He Told Me To Save The Shit"

"Aw Poor  Baby , Well  Listen Just Give Him Sometime To Think About what You Said , and he'll Come Around . Don't Be All down about It OK ? "

"Yes Ma'am , So Wyd Today ?

" Mall I Neeeeed New Pick Ups , Wanna Come ?"

" Yep Lemme Go Home and Change Come Over In 40"

"K bye ."

I Got Home , Ate . I Went To My Room Started The Shower , Picked Out My Clothes and Hopped In , I Stayed In For About 20 Minutes . Got Out I Did My Hair In a Bun And Put My Clothes On .

I Walked Back To The Kitchen and Thought about Getting a Job . I Really Want My Own House .