Just a Thug Looking For Love .

Birthday

Destiny P.o.v :

Today's My Birthday , and This Morning Jayda And Cj Woke Me Up By Jumping On Me and Shit But Also Made Me Breakfast . My Daddy Gave Me a 2 Stacks Of Money One From Him And One From Jayda's Daddy So I Went Shopping I Bought A LOT Of Stuff . I Shopped By My Self Cause Jayda Said She Was Busy And I Didn't Really Bother To Ask AnyOne Else . I Had a Spandex Half Shirt , A Chanel Jacket , Chanel Tights With Pink Uggs With Bows On The Back , a Crown , and Birthday Band Around My Chest . i Got A Shit Load Of Complements About 9 Boys Tried To Talk To Me I Only Admired Three . But Anyways I Had a Awesome Day When I Got To The House Jayda Surprised Me with just About Anything I Said I Wanted I Got Some more Ugg Boots , Clothes , Chanel Bags , Gucci Bags , With a Few MK and Lv Purses , She Got Me 2 Rolex Watches , And Shoes .

And right Now We Are Getting Dressed About To Go To The Club We All At Dee House . I Was ready To Go Turn Tf Up But That Last Person Was Jayda . She Been Acting Different Asf . Like She Sad Or Some Shit I Know Its Serious Cause She Brush It under The Rug And Put A Smile On Her Face Like Nothing Going On I Been Knowing Her For My Whole 18 Years So I Know ! .

The Club .

Right Now I Was In V.I.P Smoking a Blunt I Mean Its My Fucking Birthday And I'm Turning and Nobody Betta Not Blow My High . Just When "Hot Boy" Came On I Got On The Dance Floor Me and Jayda Started Tweaking I Mean I Was Having a Shit Load Of Fun .  Just When 'Hot Boy' Became

' the body ' Everybody Started Grinding And Stuff So I Found Me This Cute Ass Boy The One I Seen At The Mall To Be Exact And Started Dancing On Him That Turned Into Him Dancing On Me . For Those 3 Minutes That Song Played It Was Cool Asf . Sent Chills All Down My Body . "Let's Go Get a Drink " He Whispered In My Ear Cause it Was Loud and Live In Here . i Laughed A Little Because It Tickled My Ear . I Agreed By Nodding Yes as I Turned Around I Seen Jayda And This Boy . Mhm They Was Getting a Little 'friendly' WAIT .... Her and Major ? Aw Shit I think Major Fucked Up Again That's Why She Was Sad . Aw

' aw man you go dessi smart ass ' Cause I Figured It Out .

But Anyway . Shawn Bought Me 3 Shots Of Vodka And Said He Would Give Me $100 For Each One i Drunk Yes His Name Was Shawn . I Have Drank Before But Never Shots . but Anything With Money In It I'm Down . Lbs - Ima Be $300 Richer .

"I'm Ready To Win My Money Now Shawn " He Laughed "Guh Drank Them Shots and you'll Get The Money No Problem and Say My Name Like That Again That shit Cute Asf " did he just call me guh ? That's Funny ! But Ew to The Last Part Lil Boy Gotta Freaky Mind . I Laughed and Said " Come Onnn." He Told The Bartender To Come and Count Down But I Made It A Competition and Said "Let's See Who Can Do The Most Shots , And The Winner Gets How Much We Left Off At $100,Each " he Did This Deep chuckle It Was So Cute Omg And he Showed His Straight White Teeth . Oh Gosh Help Me . "Ard Baby Girl Put Ya Money Where Ya Mouth Is " By That Time We Both Had 3 Shots Lined Up In Front Of Us And A Whole Crowd Including Jayda and The Boy She Was With  He Was cute tho . The Bartender Said "Shot One Goes In 1...2...3....Drink " I Smiled and Drank The Shot It Stung My Chest and Made Me Scrunch Up My Face . I Looked At Shawn and He Looked As If It Didn't Bother Him Then My Thoughts Got Cut Short When The Bartender Said "Shot 2 Goes In 1...2...3.... " I Drank The Shot Again We Got To The 6th Round and I Felt Drunk But Shawn Didn't Look Nor Act Like It "Round 7 Can You Handle It ?" The Bartender Asked I Nodded 'yes' i drank the shot and by the 9th one I quit but not Shawn he still wanted to go but I had some ciroc And Some More Drinks By That time I Was Wasted and High I Stumbled All Around The Club Looking For The Crew But They Left . They Mean Ass Left Me Ugh . So Shawn Took Me To McDonald's And Gave Me a Asprine and Coffee To Get Over The Drunkness After That I Had 6 Chocolate Cookies With a Medium McFlury And M&Ms .

I Showed Shawn Where My Daddy Lives and I Just Wanted To Grab Some Clothes For Me and Jayda's Party Tomorrow , and Thank Him For What a Wonderful Birthday , Day .

I Walked In The House and too My Daddy's Office "Hey Dad" I Went Over To Hug Him

He Glared At Me and Looked Like He Was Mad Or Some " Hey Dad " I Said Once Again But Just a Little Louder he Then Stood Up I Could Tell He Was Trying To Control His Anger By Walking Out I Went To My Room I Wanted To Cry A Little My Daddy Never Ignored Me Like That So What Was I Suppose To Do I Was Just About To Walk out When I Said " Bye " He Turned Around And Said "Where You Going Now ?" But He Looked Like he was highly pissed when I realized that I was drunk and the smell was still on me my dad hated when I got drunk he said cause that causes you to do stuff you don't know your doing and all that shit I quickly responded "back to dee house " he nodded " OK I know its ya birthday and all but don't go doing stupid shit like getting DRUNK and Thinking I Wasn't gone know , and who that outside you let come to my house you must forgot who I am I know like hell you aint let that unknown person bring you home That Could Have Been The Enemy Or Anything SHIT Destiny Bye " With That He Left You Know What He Was Absolutely Correct I Don't Even Care Right Now Anyways I Got Back In The Car Or Whatever And Then We Pulled Up To Dee House "Thanks For The Rides and Food Text Or Call Me Aight ?" Shawn Laughed a Little and Nodded " Ard Babygirl Be Safe " i Went To The House And Knocked Jayda Answered "Omg Destiny Where You Been ?"I hugged her " the club , daddy house , and McDonald's " She Sighed In Reassurance . she walked me to the living room there Go That Boy She Was With Major and Some Girl and Then Everybody Oh Yeah Deshiah Had This Girl With Him Too .

I Walked Over To Cj And Sat Beside Him . "where the hell you been at destiny?" He whispered in my ear . "I was at the club yea thanks for leaving me , I went to McDonald's , my daddy house and I came here " he looked totally pissed off Ion Need Him Trying To Tell Me Shit I Already Know Like Tf ? Are You My Daddy ? Hell No .

"What The Fuck Ima Stay At That Damn Club For And I See My Damn Girlfriend With Some Other Nigga ? Dancing , Drinking Flirting and Shit ? Huh What The FUCK Do I Look Like Doing That For " He Yelled I just sat in Shock I Don't Even Know What Tf To Say Cause Ain Trying To Argue . "see that's Exactly what I thought Youn Got Shit To Say " he Said In a More Defeated Tone.  He Marched Upstairs I Followed Close Behind He Grabbed This Small Box , Shopping Bags , Boots , And Keys And Threw It All In My Direction Except The Box . He Opened It and Said "I thought things were going Great , I Was Gone Give You This Promise Ring " it Was So Beautiful I Felt The Hot Tears Burn Down My Face He Marched Downstairs and Soon I Heard A Door Close Jayda and Alexus Came In "Oh Honey Its OK I Promise He Will Come Around " Jayda Said "Right Its OK Don't Worry Just Talk To Him " I Sat Up "let's Go Find Him Please " They Both Nodded Grabbed The Keys To My Dad's range Rover . We All Went Out And Into The Car , I Cranked The Car Up and Pulled Out The Drive Way " I Always Gotta Fuck Up , Shit Man He Got Me a Ring , But Nah Instead I Wanted To Be All Under Shawn Drinking , But It Was My Damn Birthday What The Fuck Was I Suppose To Do Be All Under Him When Its a Full Club Out There ? No But Aw Shit Fuck It , Fuck Him , Fuck It , Fuck This , If This What Love Feels Like I Hate It " I Just Went On Not Realizing I Was running Red Lights and Tears Covering My Face Blurring My Vision "SLOW DOWN " Lexus Yelled . "Calm Down and Pull -" And A Car Crashed Into Us Pain All Over My Body I Soon Heard The Ambulance after That Went Blank.