Just a Thug Looking For Love .

Chapter 9 .

I Pulled Into Deshiah's Drive Way and Got Out . I Knocked On The Door and There Hr Was . Looking Mad And All That .

" What The Hell You Was Doing At Khalil House ?"

" That's My Best friend and -,"

" You Shouldn't Have a BOY Best friend "

" Like I Said That's My Boy Best friend and I Asked Could I Come Over Since You Was At " Work "."

" What Else Y'all Did Huh ?"

"WATCHED TV SHIT and That's IT PERIOD"

"Hell Ain Know You Could Have Been Hoeing Around !" He Spat In My Face. I Said Nothing Hoeing Around ? And I've Been Nothing But Faithful That Shows Exactly How Much He Thinks Of Me . I Grabbed My Purse and Headed To The Guest Room.  I Took Out My headphones and Started Listening To Hold You Down. 

I'll Hold You Down I'm On My Wayy .

All You've Been Thinking About
Do Anything You Want and Let Emotion Rule Your Mind

An No You Say You Dream A bout Doing It Anyway .

Jus Tell Me What's On Your Mind
Sit In My Whip And See The Stars
Show Me Just let Who You Are
You Know I Really Hold You Down
And When you Not around .

Then After That No Love Nicki and August . Nicki Part .

August You Know , I'm Here To Save You . I Sung Along To The Rest. 

me and them girls , We Ain't The Same Boo , You Know I Hate It When You Leave Me . Cause You Love It Then You Leave It But You Know How Bad I Need It , You're So Fucking Conceited , Why You Coming Over Weeded. 

Can't Treat Me Like You Treat Them Yes , I Am The Crème De La Crèame Yes I Am From On To Ten , Ten You Fronting In Them Streets , Keep Saying We Just Friends You Can't Front Like This Ain't Way Realer I Know You Hard , I Know You Started Off a Dope Dealer . But Let Ya Guard Down , Your Niggas Know You Feel Her , Feel Her So What You Want Baby ?

I Almost Start Crying , ALMOST , But I Thought Hell Nah , I Been Through More Than That Then To Just Cry Over The BOY I THOUGHT I Liked . I've Been Called Way More Than That . I Called Khalil And Told Him To Meet Me at My House.  I Gathered ALL my Stuff and Left As Quiet As I Could .

I Told Khalil Everything . he Just Held and Comforted Me . We Sat Back and Watched CatDog.  I Layed On Khalil as He Played In My Hair. "Khalil ?"

" Yeaaa ?"

"Sing To Me " , " What Song ?''

"New Flame Chris Brown . "

He Started Singing Still Playing In My Hair As I Fell Asleep . I Heard Him Whisper "love you best friend "