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D: Talia you ready to go.
T: ya!
We got in the car. She drove us there.
D: well need two big trolleys. Budget is £900 and it all needs to be branded.
T: why?
D: what pregnant woman wants to eat non branded food?
We walked in the shop and bought a ton of food. And plenty of bottled water. We loaded it all into the car and drove home. While in the car I got a message from Freya, Josh's girlfriend
Freya
Dj
Mate, hate to tell you this but at the house jj just said you're a slut.
SERIOUSLY!
Yah. Simon said congratulations to losing your virginity and jj said, that he can't believe he lost it to a slut.
I can't believe it!
Sorry babe.
I wanna die I thought he was actually happy!
End
I put my phone down.
D: can we hurry up please I just wanna get home.
T: alright moody!
We got home and I walked up to jj. Slapped him straight in the face and ran to my secret room. I curled up into a ball and just cried. And cried.. and cried. I was heart broken. I felt shattered into a bunch of tiny pieces. My heart ached. I dug my nails into my hands.
D: lord if you are actually up there. Kill me. Please.
Jj walked in.
D: fuck off.
Jj: no.
D:: I said fuck off.
Jj: and I said no.
D: well looks like we both can't get what we want. I'd like not to be called a slut behind my back by a man who I actually thought loved me.
Jj: I never did.
D: don't you dare lie to my face! Now fuck off.
Jj: no.
D: GO GET A LIFE! STOP CALLING ME A SLUT AND ACTUALLY GO FUCK YOURSELF.
I stormed out. Ran to the bathroom and locked myself in.
I heard jj go to the living room with all the boys I unlocked my door and walked behind the living room door.
Jj: that woman is a stuck up bitch who thinks she can get what she wants.
T: let women be women jj
J: yeah women believe that they are always right, this that and the other.
E: just gotta get over it.
Jj: yeah but she's being a bitch.
I poked my head round. Shit Simon just saw me.
Jj pov
I saw Simon waving his arms and making a shush signal to me.
Dj pov
I ran back to the bathroom. I walked out as if I hadn't heard them. I walked back to my room grabbed my suitcase and started packing my stuff.
Jj: babe I didn't say what you think I said. Freya thought I called you a slut when all I was saying is I'm glad I lost my virginity to an amazing woman like you instead of a slut. I would never say that about you baby. And if you think I would then I don't know who you think you're with.
D: it's just I didn't know because like one minute you hated my guts then we were having sex. And I just didn't know whether you actually thought I was a slut or not. Because at the moment all I feel like is an ugly woman who just does what anyone says. I'm a suck up.
I was full on crying. Jj pulled me into his chest and hugged me
Jj: don't you ever think that because you are the opposite. You are nothing but an amazing, beautiful young woman who does everything for everyone. And if your e v e r feel different come tell me and if you have days where you don't want to do anything just don't. You're pregnant you're allowed to not want to do anything. You're allowed to wake me up at 4 am to tell me you want olives or anchovies or whatever. You're allowed to just chill and eat junk food. You're gorgeous and I love you.
We just stayed hugging for a while.

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