Why don't we just// Why Don't We

ch.13 im sorry

july 1 2019
Madison Pov
my song came out today and i post about acting all excited but i just want to talk to zach right now. i mean i am excited but i'm just thinking about zach.

"you guys never fight" gabbie says "what happened" she asks

"i dont even know" i sigh "work put me in such a bad mood and zach forgot to clean up his stuff at home so i got really mad at him. then we started yelling at each other. i said things that weren't true and he got more mad" i say "i should go see him and talk this out" i say and stand up

"you guys'll make up right away. zach can't stand it when your not happy" she smiles softly

"i'm scared he won't wanna see me" i frown "he's even ignoring my calls and texts"

"don't worry madison. of course he wants to see you, he always does. trust me" she assures "tell me how it goes" she says

"i made reservations at his favourite restaurant tonight and got him a little surprise. so i can show him that's i'm actually really sorry" i tell her

"you didn't have to do that all. just talk to him. he'll understand" she softly says "now go on"

i walk out of her apartment and go down to my car. i drive to the boys house, hopping zach's home. i put the necklaces in my purse and get out.

i take a breath and knock on the front door.

"hey madison" corbyn smiles "i'm guessing you're here to see zach" he asks

"hey and ya, is he home" i ask, my cheeks turning a bit pink.

"he's in the kitchen" he says, stepping aside.

"thank you" i smile softly and walk into the kitchen. i take a breath, scared if he's going to yell.

"hey" i say, standing at the opposite end of the kitchen.

"came here to yell at me again" he asks, his eyes fixed in the fridge

"i'm sorry about last night zachy-" i start but he cuts me off

"don't call me zachy" he says

my heart drops.

"i-i didn't mean to yell at you like that-" i start again

"but you did" he cuts me off

"zach please listen to me" i frown feeling the tears form in my eyes

"i don't think you understand how much it hurt when you said that madison. after everything i've done for you, and you still say in treat you like shit. i never get mad at you, but that was really fucking far." he says, finally looking at me.

"you don't treat me like shit. i don't know why i said that and i'm sorry. you're the best boyfriend and you didn't deserve to hear that" i frown

he doesn't say anything, so i pull out the little box.

"i made reservations at your favourite restaurant at 8, if you want to go. i wanted to gives these to you later but i got us matching necklaces" i nervously say, scared of what he'll say.

"necklaces aren't going to make me forget what you said" he says then turns around to walk away.

"you know i love you zach" i say

he doesn't even stop, he keeps walking upstairs into his room. my heart breaks and sigh, wiping under my eyes. why would i say that stuff to him.

time skip

i've been sitting at the restaurant alone at our table, waiting for zach, hoping he'll show up. it's been 45 minutes and nobody came yet.

"he'll come" i repeat to myself

i sit here, embarrassed that i'm the only one alone, clearly waiting for someone who won't show up.

he's not that mad. is he? he'll show up and we'll talk about this. right?

the clock hits 9 and i frown. he's not gonna come. maybe if i wait till 9:30, he might be late at work.

i keep my tears in my eyes as the waitress tells me that i have to leave because i'm taking up a table that they need for other couples. i nod my head and grab the card and walk away, holding my head down, embarrassed.

how could i let myself say that to him.

i get home and immediately go to my room, crying into the pillow. we've been dating for almost a year and it might all be over because of me.

i look at the endless amount of picture we have together on my wall and cry harder. i fucked it all up.

next thing i know, it's almost midnight and i'm laying in bed, tears coming down my face, checking my phone every minute to see if he texted me.

how could i fuck it all up so quick.

i lay on my side and scroll threw all the picture we have together on my phone.

he's gonna break up with me. it's all over. he's never ignored my calls and messages before.

i sniffle and wipe my tears, finally shutting my phone off.

i feel the bed sink in beside me after a little bit. i get startled and turn back to see Zach sitting there.

"i'm so sorry please don't hate me" i cry i as i turn around and sit up

"madison baby no i don't hate you" he says and engulfs me into a hug "i could never hate you princess" he softly says

zach's pov
"i'm so sorry i said that" she cries into my chest

"please don't cry baby, it's ok" i softly say

she sniffles and pulls back.

"are you going to break up with me" she sniffles

i furrow my eyebrows at her, confused

"i would never break up with you, madison" i assure her, pulling her back into a hug.

we sit in silence, still hugging. i cant help but think about how i made her cry this much. i knew the second she left my house, she would cry when she got home. i couldn't sleep, knowing she'd be crying in bed alone.

"i'm sorry for yelling at you and making you cry" he quietly say

"i deserved it, it's ok" she mumbles against my neck.

i pull back and wipe her eyes.

"i love you madison" i smile softly

"i love you too" she says

we get in bed and i pull her into my arms. i can't stand when we fight.

a.n: we can't stand it when you fight either zach