This is a rant about my friend sams birthday. Sam is a good friend. My first friend at that dreaded school I despise with such a burning passion. Sam helped me out of a dark place, though he doesn't know it, he's had a great impact on how close i've come to sanity. He believes in trust. He builds his friendships and relationships with everyone off of trust. The more reliable and loyal and trustworthy, the more connected he is to them. He's told me some things he hasnt told others. I havent told anyone, and i'm positive he has secrets like that with all his friends. Hes nice and respectful and great at hockey. The coach had to flip a coin between sam and panda to see which would get the trophy or metal. They're both really great at hockey. OH YEAHHHHH -im koolaid man now- one time during p.e. sam and panda and carrottop had all the hockey stuff out and panda somehow managed to hit the ball puck thing into the fence and it got stuck in the rhombus shaped hole. The accuracy. Was impossible. It was funny and im pretty sure sam took a video and photos. sam is funny too. i know his crushes ((C:< pretty much everyone knows by now. he looked so happy today. he cried. im sure everyone noticed. he cried but i dont know if it was happy or sad. he talked to his mom and ended up hugging something out and walking to the bathroom to splash water on his face. HIS DOG IS CUTE. his dogs eyes are really pretty too. Sams a really good friend. I'm happy he let me be his friend. today was really fun. All my friends were there. All the original friends ig. as usual i was called short and obviously i denied it and i thought diego had actually grown like a crap ton but he was wearing stilts. soooo. he was still short. but he got taller. i dont like it theyre growing. sams 14. im still 13. carrottop gonna be fucking 15. so is panda and his twin im pretty sure. theyre growing and i'll never catch up. when we get to highschool theyll grow closer and make new friends and move on and cuz im a clingy beech i wont be able to. my eyes are leaking which is great. im not excited to be forgotten. i love them all too much for this. theyre all gonna be married someday. theyre gonna have lives. and familys of their own. and i'll probably be the bum im expected to turn out to be. this sucks. i love them. i love sam and diego and the twins and carrottop and eggboi. theyre all great and im scared. anyway through lots of stalling and procrastination i think im done writing and it is now the next day monday june 24 2019 2:36 AM
i love them all too much to let them go. it sucks being clingy. -your bud, harleyyyyyyyyyyyy :D))
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Random'a friend of mine' tells me how they feel on a regular basis so ima write them out here. and talk about other random stuff. im not really gonna set a main point because im gonna end up rolling away from it like i do in every situation ever lmao.
