Meant To Be? (Book 2 of #ReminiscingOurMoments) (Discontinued)

Aditya's dilemma - Chapter 6

-Dood girana hain mujhpar?
-Ap yahan kya karrahe hain Aditya?
-Mein tumhari madadtkarna aaya hu.
-Ap humari madat karne aaye hain?
-Hmm. Actually nahin. Umm, madat toh ek bahana hain. Mein toh bass tumhe dur lene aaya hu.
-Haatiye ab.
-Kaam karna hain hume, please ap jaiye yahan se.
-Tumhare haaton ko thodi na pakarke rakha hain, tum kaam karti raaho, mein ghurta hu tumhe
-Aditya bohot kaam hain hume, jaiye yahan se.
-Nahin jaunga, kyu jaau?
-Kyuki hume kaam hain, ap jaiye yahan se
-Aur mein tumhari baat kyu maanu? (he back hugged her)
-Meri baat manti ho? Tum meri baat nhi manti toh mein bhi tumhari baat nhi manunga (he replied cuddling her)
-Aditya please jaiye yahan se, koi aajayega
-Mein nhi jaunga, mein tumhe ghurta rahunga
-Adityaaa

Kitne haseen the na wo paal? Sirf mein aur tum. Aur koi nhi. Tum mujhse bepannah mohabbat karti thi aur mein tumse. Wo alag baat hain ki mein aj bhi tumse utna hi pyar karta hu jitna ki pehle karta tha, par tum....
Sitting on the floor of their room, he started caressing the frame of their 7 vows yet again. He couldn't help himself but cherishing those moments again and again.

Maybe those memories were one of those reasons of his survival till now. A tiny drop of water fell from his eyes which he wiped the next moment.

-Jab tak humari saansein hain hum apse bepannah mohabhat karenge, iss dil par sirf apka naam likha hoga, aur kisika nhi.

Nhi!! Nhi karti tum mujhse pyaar, bilkul bhi nhi karti.. Tum toh chali gayi uss Rajveer ke paas...
He threw the frame mercilessly yet again breaking it into thousands pieces. It was his routine, his routine to break all those memories of them daily but repairing them again. Because no matter how much he denies, his heart still beat for Zoya.

Humne toh puri zindegi sath chalne ka waada kiya tha na? Par tum bich raste me kyu chali gayi? Kyu Zoya?
His palm made the way to those broken pieces of the frame and started caressing the particular place where his Zoya was there, smiling happily on their wedding day. He didn't care about the cut that he got by those broken glasses. Because no matter what we say, the universal truth is, mental pain is much scarier than physical pain.

Par mein toh aj bhi tumse utna hi pyaar karta hu na, jitna pehle pyaar karta tha..Par mera dil toh abhi bhi tumhare liye dhadakta hain na..
His broken heart needed assurance, needed comfort, needed care, only if he got.

Ha Zoya, ab mein pehle ki tarah nhi raha.. Jo khudki feelings ko accept nhi karta.. Tumne jo badal diya hain...
He smiled through teary eyes.

Par mei is pyaar ko khudpe haawi nhi hone dunga Zoya, tumne giraya zarur hain, par uthunga zarur, shayed beech me ladkharau, par har nahin manunga mein.. Tumne hi sikhaya na ki kisike jaane se zindegi ruk nahin jaati, toh kaise mein tumhari baat na maanu?
Perhaps earlier he was aggressive, in Pooja's time, he let his anger empower him, but not this time. He knew no matter what Zoya did to him, he still love her, and he agree too, but he'll move on, with Zoya in his heart.

Pata hain, mein kehta rehta hu ki mein tumse nafrat karta hu, par ye dil janta hain kitna baada jhut hain ye.. Lekin ye dimag manta nhi hain..Har bar tumhe hurt karta hu par dard mujhe hota hain, ye nahin hain ki mein tumhe dard deke khush hota hoon, khud bhi ussi dard ko feel karna chata hu.. Ye dil tumhe dard dene se pehle sau baar marta hain, par ye dimag kuch samajhta hi nhi.. Kya karu mein Zoya? Tum ek baar batado.. Shayed tumhare baaho me ek bar sojaunga toh mujhe iss dard se sukoon mil jayega.. Ek baar aajao na, mere baal sehla do.. Shayed shanty se jee paunga mein Zoya.. Shayed meri kismet acchi nhi hain Zoya, isliye tum mujhe nhi mili... Par kya kaaru? Tum meri wo sukoon ho jiske bina mujhe raato ko nind nhi aati Zoya.. Mein janta hu mein galat hu, mujhe ekbar saahi rasta dikha do na.. I promise dubara kabhi kuch galat nhi karunga.. Please bol do na wo sab jhut tha, tum sirf meri ho.. Please Zoya..
He eyed those dry blood drops all over that room which hold thousands of untold stories before lying down on the cold floor only. He was not wrong, the situation was wrong. He was just an unfortunate kid who wanted love, care, affection. He was in dilemma that could be solved by Zoya, only if she would.

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Hearing Murcus's voice, his sleep broke, he quickly got ready to meet his new way of torturing her. He came to the hall to find his would be father-in-law and would be wife (note the sarcasm) waiting for him. He made his way to them and sat in front of them.

Beta, tum iss rishte ke liye raazi ho ye jaan ke mujhe bohot khushi huyi.. That old man started and he gave a fake smile as his heart and mind both were waiting for Zoya.

Par beta tum iss shadi ke liye serious toh ho na? The old man asked again.

Ha uncle. Mein ek simple si ladki se shadi karna chahti hu, jo hain kuch aur dikhati kuch aur nhi, jo mujhse sach kahe aur loyal ho, jo ki Ragini hain.. At least unn ladkiyon jaisa na ho jo samne se kehti hain pyaar karti hain par pith pichhe dhoka deti hain..
As soon as his vision captured Zoya entering, he replied this one with a sarcastic mark, only to hurt her where it hurts the most. One part of his heart still believe that Zoya maybe loves him till then, and he wanted to make her feel the same what he felt when she was introduced by Rajveer as his wife.

But to his utter surprise, Zoya just smiled and started leaving for Anjaana's room.

Zoya!!
Aditya called her from behind and her leg froze at the moment. She turned to him with a question expression.

Ye Ragini hain, hum jald shadi karne waale hain, jo tumhari tarah bilkul bhi nahin hain.
He spoke the last line escaping everyone's glances to hurt her more with a beautiful smile.

Acchi hain.
She smiled and turned to leave.

Congratulations nahin kahogi? He asked further, as he noticed a tiny drop appeared in the corner of her eyes which was satisfying her.

Apko kal ke bareme kuch yaad nahin?
She whispered which was hardly audible to him before gulping the burning sensation that just appeared because of the pain given by him

Kuch kaha tumne? He asked her.

Nhi.. Congratulations. She mumbled before leaving the place.

Kaise bhool sakta hoon mein kal ki raat Zoya? Jab pehli baar tumne khudko mujhe sowpa, jab pehli baar mein abhi bhi tumhara hu aur tum meri... Jab pehli baar humne humari dil ki saari dard ek dusre ko baanta.. Shayed pyaar aj bhi tum mujhse karti ho... Ya shayed tum mujhe bhula hi nhi paaye.. Par dil tumhe maaf karna chahta bhi ho toh ye dimag hone nahin deta...........................

"Sabse kehta rehta hain wo tera intezaar nahin,
Par sabse chupkar,
Har sham sochta rehta hain ki wo ab tak aayi kyun nahin....."

TBC...

Okay!! Toh!!
Is this story getting boring?
Khatam kardu isse?
Because views and likes are decreasing rapidly.
Should I change the plot?
Or the track?
Ya khatam kardu?
Kuch toh bolo..
Give me ideas.
Please?

Toh!!!
Understood Aditya's state of mind?
What should he do?
What is his next step?
And why wasn't Zoya reacting at all?
Because she thinks he was just teasing her or for something else?
To know more, stay tuned to it.

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Signing off
-Swatantra