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I'm going to go straight to the point. My father thinks i should go to an inpatient facility for Eating disorders, It's basically where you go to get treated for your eating disorders (duh). A Great start to this journal aye? my mother always used to say to keep a journal for your thoughts. Or your deepest desires. I have been thinking about her a lot lately so... I decided to try it. since i have got nothing else to vent on.  

Jungkook, my brother keeps bugging me to eat something, he smashes food in his face and oozes it out of his front teeth. Its hilariously disgusting and he tries to get me distracted so i would mindlessly eat, to be honest it almost works. But i quickly snapped out of it and put my fork back down on the plate. My dad frowned at me, like he does every morning out of pity. 

"You need to get some meat on your bones." he would tell me, whilst he shoveled  food down his throat, practically enough to feed a cow. "I'm not hungry for eggs" (or  what ever we where eating that mourning). Jungkook would leave for school while i stayed at home. I do home schooling, i don't like to socialize much so i'd rather stay inside. safe.

Oh, Im 16 by the way, don't think my journal needs to know my age, it's not like anybody is gonna read this shitty teen age angst. 

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I don't really know what to write if i'm being honest with ya. Should i tell you more about my self? lets see, I like to dance (Though i don't do it much, it tires me out too much these days) I water color,  i sleep, And now i wright. 

That's pretty much all i do really, my mind kind of just wonders.. 

I'm always bored.

oh yeah, 

I also have Anorexia. Nice fact right? 

I should get going, I'm tired from the long day. 



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