It's been a little while since I wrote in this, ever since my brother jungkook told me that I was not going home but in fact going into rehab, I haven't been wanting to do anything. Tonight's my last night in the hospital before I go to Doctor Kim's place. I just hope I don't have to stay long...
the up side is that I might make some friends, people who relate to me I guess.
I haven't made a friend in a while...
I'm scared to be honest.
Terrified.
I'm scared that once I go into that place I will see what my future might be like if I don't start eating more. But I just can't. I'll get fat and I'll disappoint my mom.
Fuck I'm crying now.
I'm disgusting and chubby. So, I'm definitely doing the right thing and eating right. Yeah, there's nothing wrong with me. All I need to do is get through this shit and continue with my diet.
I think.
See you tomorrow.
Oat: this is just a filler ;)
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Fanfikce❝Just one bite?❞ A story where Park jimin has a disorder called Anorexia, His weight was always his number one priority. That is intill he showed up. ⚠️WARNING⚠️ This story touches on sensitive subjects, read at ur own risk 🔎
