You're an Asshole | Changlix ✓

-Lee Felix Takes a Leap, Stumbling Back into Seo Changbin-

Felix wondered what would've happened if he and Changbin kissed the other day. If Seungmin and Minho hadn't barged in, hadn't seen them so close to each other.

Hadn't almost found out that Felix was living at Changbin's place.

The situation would be different

Would their relationship remain secret? Would only his friends know? Would Changbin find out about his deal with Chenle faster than he would like?

"God, I don't know what to do," Felix brings his hands together, keeping his head low. The Sunday service was already long over, yet Felix stayed, quiet and alone in a small chapel, contemplating about Changbin and his small- big dilemma. Staring at the altar, he wonders if he was even still considered Catholic for having this sort of fucked-up crush on Changbin.

"Hyung! There you are!" Felix perks up at the sound, turning his head to see Jeongin entering the aisle of seats behind Felix. "Chan said you'd be here."

"Sorry, I was just thinking. I'll leave in a few minutes-"

"No! No- I mean- I didn't want to interrupt your prayer, hyung, but- Chan said you don't have to go and all that if you're not feeling well..." He sits behind Felix, leaning forward to settle his arms on the backrests. "Well uh- How many hours have passed?"

"Five, and still counting," Felix huffs, leaning back into the wooden bench.

"Five?! Is it that serious?" Jeongin exclaimed.

"If it wasn't then why would I spend five hours here?"

Silence passed between them, Jeongin nodding and staring out to the altar, then to Felix.

"Is it- is it about Changbin?"

"If I tell you, I'll have to kill you."

"That's a yes," Jeongin bubbles, before nodding. "But I get it hyung, I wouldn't want to date Changbin either."

"Not exactly- Like- Changbin's already told me he likes me, really likes me. We've almost kissed on multiple occasions, actually kissed once- And- Jeongin if you tell anyone, I'm going to beat your ass." Jeongin nods, pinching his fingers together and bringing them from one side of his lips to the other. "But I'm willing to try it out. I mean... Jeongin I mean- I like him- okay?" Felix turns his head away, face burning red. "Like... more than a friend, ya know? I think..."

Jeongin's eyes widened, staring at Felix with jaw slightly hung open, his mop of red hair bouncing as he shakes his head, hitting the side of his head with his palm.

"Huh?!" Jeongin blinks.

"Look Jeongin, only Chan and Chenle knows about this shit but the thing is- Chenle made a deal with me. If I go on thirty dates with Changbin, I get two million won."

"Doesn't sound too bad," Jeongin arches an eyebrow.

"Yeah, but Chenle also told me that he'll be getting double the amount when Changbin's heart get broken because someone wants to get back at him," Felix nods. "But the thing is, Chenle isn't forcing me to break his heart or anything."

"So? Isn't that a good thing?" Jeongin arches an eyebrow.

"Sure, but rumors are going to spread, and I'm afraid Changbin's going to hear all those rumors and then... Hate me, you know?" Felix sighs, Jeongin frowning. Felix slumps his shoulders, looking on back to the altar as the younger beside him hums a short sigh with "oh..." stumbling out of his mouth.

"Hyung, how do you really feel about Changbin?"

"Changbin... Changbin- He's- Whenever I see him, I just smile and I just can't stop smiling and staring and blushing and-" Felix smiles, biting at his finger. "It's just... Aish- It's like time stops just for me to see and admire him. And- I don't know- whenever I'm with him, I just feel safe. Like I belong. Like home."