Lauren's POV
It's been one week..
One stupid week since I let Camila go.
One week since her beautiful lips told me "I love you" .
One week that I haven't stoped crying.
My days aren't the same without her, I miss her voice, her eyes, her body by my side, all of her...
I am dying slowly and nobody realizes that, my eyes are teary, I don't eat anymore, I don't pay attention in classes, I lock myself all day in my room thinking only of her.
Every time I do I start crying more, and there is no one to stop it, I am a masochist, I sink in my own suffering..
At least one thing hasn't changed, Jensen.
Since I don't know anything about Camila, he has been a great support, he accompanies me for hours just observing how I cry, the good thing is that he doesn't ask why, he is only beside me embracing me.
Undoubtedly I have taken a great affection to Jensen, but only as a friend, my heart already has an owner, or I mean owner, I only hope that Camila hasn't forgotten me yet...
"Lauren please you have to go to the party.." Jensen said sitting on my bed trying to remove the cover that covered me
"I don't want to." I said the loudest I could
"I'm not sure why you're like that , but whatever you have to get over it, I don't like seeing you like that Lauren. Besides, I'm not asking you if you want to go, I'm telling you that you have to go, and call Ally and she'll be there with Troy" his voice was soft. Jensen and Ally already knew each other, Jensen was telling Ally about a girl, Ally realized that she was talking about me and now the three of us left with Troy...
I went out between the sheets and my head poked out, Jensen looked at me with a puppy face, I hate when he does that. I'm so weak
"I need a cigarette and a lot of alcohol" I said and he stop me from the bed
"I won't let you drink so much, or smoke a lot but it's already an advance that you get out of your bed for something other than school eating or going to the bathroom..." he said, and the truth was he looked very excited
"Your two best friends die to meet you, they are... rare, foolish but they are good people and very funny, they sure get more than a beautiful smile.." he said and smiled, I like this guy
I smiled in an ironic way "without just knowing" I thought
"Well I need to bathe if you want me to go to the party I will not go as only vague" I said and pushed him out of my room
"You always look like a vague, although you bathe" he said and closed the door
"I'll get to you at six o'clock Jauregui!" he shouted behind the door
I began to undress slowly, while I saw myself in the mirror, I really looked like shit and had lost a lot things, I wasn't the same, I am missing something..
I am missing Camila.
When I got out of the shower I changed,
I chose tight jeans, a sleeveless shirt that said "lets roll" black boots with a little black heels and a black jacket, I didn't wear much makeup but the intense red lipstick wasn't lacking.
As Jensen said, he arrived by me at 6 pm,
a punctual young man. When wr arrived at the party, the first ones to come were two boys, one with long, trimmed and pretty hair, sure took more care of her hair than I did, the other boy was shorter and with blue eyes.
"Jensen!" the one shouted the one with the beautiful hair
"Guys, she's Lauren, Lauren he's Jared" I said hello to the pretty one "and he's Misha" and hello to the other one with the blue eyes.
"So you're the Lauren Jensen is talking about.. oof really you're cute and look, you have the same color eyes, white smile too, wow I'll pay for the wedding!" Jared said, he talks a lot.
"Enough Jared, no, he isn't looking, he is blushing, he's getting better, he's getting warmer" the other one said
"No, it's a joke...but anyway great pleasure to meet you Lauren, Jensen couldn't choose a prettier girl.." he told me
"Says you Jensen, with a girl so cute you have everything.. also he told us that you are very intelligent, you can't complain about anything in life.." Jared ended and I saw Jensen turn red too, I gave him a kiss on the cheek
"Enough guys, Lauren is just a friend, she goes out with someone else" he said
"What?"
"Huh my friend, you miss it, you're an idiot you should fight for her" one of his friends said
"Let's go to the bar Lauren" Jensen said very distressed
I followed him and we sat on a high bench, we ordered a couple of glasses of vodka
"Why did you say that?" I asked to break the silence
"What do you mean?"
"When you said I was dating someone..."
"Ow well, the day I left you at home, when you left the hospital, when I left your room I found a girl, as she told me her name was... Carolina? Camila? If it's Camila well then I introduced myself and told her I was a friend of yours, and she told me she was your girlfriend... I guess that's the reason why you're feeling bad.."
"She left you right?" he asked and put his hand on mine, as he didn't beat around the bush and he always told me the truth, he's a great friend.
I told him everything, from the time we met until the day he found her, with the passage of the story I was asking for more and more vodkas until I started saying many inconsistencies and crying there, I had also smoked a lot, Jensen couldn't stop me.
He pulled it away from me and I threatened to burn him with the cigar so he walked away but not much, he was taking care of me, Jared's house where the party had been already emptying, and I was still drinking vodka or any kind of alcohol, I no longer really cared about these heights..
It was 3:30 am when Ally came up to me to tell me she would take me home obviously I didn't let her.
"Let me small!"
"Oh Look Ally, today you're smaller than usual, did you cut your hair?"
"You smell very good Allyson, where's Troy? he and I should go play some softball, Jensen! where are your friends?"
"Tell them to come! I will invite the next round, wait.. we're not in a bar, it's your Jajet house! Oh wait I'm wrong, is it Janet?.. No, Jared."
"Did I tell you the story of the day I let my girlfriend go? Ahaha I was an idiot!"
I have no idea what I'm saying
"Lauren, please calm down: Ally told me calmly and she remained silent for a second while the tears started to run down my cheeks when mentioning my girlfriend, or ex girlfriend, fuck.
"I love her Ally! I let me go, I'm an idiot! an idiot, an idiot, an idiot..." I started saying as I banged my head against the bar table, not so loud.
"Lauren enough!" I Troy shouted
"Let her go, shit!" he said
"I can't anymore Ally, call someone to reassure her, her parents I don't know.."
I heard Jensen whisper that and Ally just nodded, left my head down and just lifted it to sip the bottle of whiskey in my hands and to touch my cigarette.
25 minutes later I heard how a door opened and whispered again, I didn't pay attention until I heard them calling me
"Lauren.."
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El sol y la luna - Camren (english Version)
Romance"Camila Cabello and Lauren Jauregui, two people totally opposite. But as they say the opposites attract." -- Hello people! :) I will be translating the story "El sol y la luna" (The sun and the moon) in english. The story ain't mine the author is...
