El sol y la luna - Camren (english Version)

Chapter 24

Camila's POV

Another day, another damn day without Lauren... I wonder how she will be, I wonder what her life in Orlando will be like.

Now, here sitting on the sidewalk of my house I remember the times I call Normani and listen to her voice in the background, the melodious voice that has brought me so many sighs, the same voice that has brought me so many tears over the course of all these months...

Her voice is muffled, but not quite so I suppose she is fine, that she continued her life without me, and I wouldn't be surprised, as I have seen in her social networks, she is with Keana.

A couple of months ago they asked me if I still loved her, I remembered each of the good times we had, our first kiss, our departure with the girls and Shawn,
when she asked me to be her girlfriend, our movie afternoons, the time her mother found us kissing us in the street, our first discussion, when I drunk her out of Jensen's house, our first time...

The girls realized that it affected me and they didn't talk about it again.

I let some tears fall with a smile.
A smile that was erased when I saw her.
She was in her car in front of the porch of my house, she was wearing red jeans, a gray sweater, black converse and a nice black beanie that I had given her.

She got off the car quickly and approached me.

"Camila?" well, here is that voice, more subdued than usual, I looked at her eyes and they were no longer green, they had no brightness and dominated in them a gray colour

"What happens? Is everything okay?" she asked asked and I could just nod

"Can you please explain to me then why are you crying?" damn, I was so surprised to see her that I forgot about that.. her hands went to my cheeks and slowly her thumbs wiped away my tears. I felt the soft touch of her skin again and let myself go.

I got up and she followed me, emotions won me and I threw myself into her arms.
I missed her so much. I think she was surprised at first but ended up putting
her round my waist in a protectivly and in a desperate way.

I hid my face between her neck and her shoulder and my breathing ruffled her skin. After a couple of minutes I heard her sob and I soon cried again with her.

We both sobbed and yes, it was one of those reunions that someone interrupts.

And in this case, that someone was Diego.

Lauren's POV

It felt so good to be back in her arms,
it felt so safe again that for a moment (which lasted a long time) I felt that everything would be as before, she sobbed as much as I did and felt her tears on my neck. I was about to kiss the top of her head when someone arrived and we hadn't noticed.

"Camila?" a male voice said and, I felt Camila tense, I whispered to her that he called her and she started to separate from me.

She turned to the boy who was there.
The boy paled at the sight of Camila with so many tears and quickly approached her and kissed her lips.

Yes my heart is already broken now, every broken part has been broken even more...

He hugged her and began to fill his head with kisses and walk with her to the door of his house. I went back to my car and I cried a lot more. I drove to the beach, if that's how masochistic I am. I sat right where I had met Camila...

The worst and the best day of my life. There in that place, I remembered everything that happened, everything that had lived those 7 months without Camila.

When she came and saw her with so much tenderness and concern I realized that I loves her and that I wouldn't do everything I've done.

And I just cried more, because Camila doesn't deserve someone like me.

Camila deserved to be happy
and I could simply hurt it.

I don't know how much time passed but it was already dark. Camila came and sat next to me, took my right hand and interlaced it with hers..

"You did not call me.." she said and I just smiled, she saw me in the eyes and it was her turn to clean my tears

"What's wrong, baby?" yes I heard something, it's my heart breaking even more, much more...

I took a breath and started talking.

"What'swrong? The fact that I love you so much that it hurts! I love you so much that I can't see my life without you, yet you are not in it nor will you be again..."

Camila soon cried next to me, her thumb caressed my knuckles in a reassuring way, fuck as I love.

"Laur, I... end everything with Diego. He knew about you and supported me when we finished and I just told him I still loved you and he hugged me. He told me he was fine and then we are just friends I want to be with you my love..."

"No Camila. This isn't right, all I do is hurt you... Think about it, all the fights we have had have been for me, for something that I provoked, this is wrong, Camz, you must be happy and with me you won't be."

"I love you, and that's why I'm letting you go. I'm not who you deserve. You deserve someone who cares for you as much as Diego.." Camila interrupted me and when I saw her eyes, I realized how devastated she was.

"But I love you Lauren"

"Camzi.. this isn't healthy. You have no idea how much I'd love to be with you again, but I'm not good for you. I only hurt you and I don't want to continue doing that. I love you and that's why we can't be together.."

Camila clung to my hand, moved closer to me, I released her hand and wrapped her shoulders so that I had her as close as possible to me.

Camila put her arms on my waist and cried, and I did it with her, some time passed and Camila spoke

"I love you, Lauren... I, I wanted to ask you. You know, the prom is coming and I think we should go together. I promise you that after that night you won't see me again in your life" she said

I have no idea why, but I accepted it.