Morning Light, Life Is Just A Game

Chapter 5

Sebastian's POV

Panic rushed through my body, what the fuck was that? What happened to my baby brother? Don't get me wrong he annoys the fuck out of me but I would never wish any pain on him.

I basically through myself off the bar stool I was sitting on and ran to the front door grabbing the first jacket that came to hand and my work shoes that sat at the side of the front door. I was about to put my hand on the handle when I was broken out of thought by a quite sleepy voice.

"Sebby, where you going?" I cursed under my breath completely forgetting Emerson was home let alone he was in little space.

I turned around and looked at his half-asleep body, I couldn't leave him alone not like this but I also had to find Rem.

"Have you been crying?" I was broken out of thought again, my mind running thousands of miles an hour to the point I didn't even notice the tears running down my face and the fact I was shaking.

I could hear the worry in the boy's voice and I could hear he was slipping into adult head space which part of me didn't want but maybe it was for the best.

"Sebastian?" he said a bit louder, his voice a little less worried now and more concerned.

"It's Rem...I think something happened" by this point I was a stuttering mess.

I watched as Emerson didn't say another word and just ran upstairs to his room probably get dressed. I felt my knees go weak as I hit the floor not even trying to grab onto anything to soften my fall, I never showed how weak I was in front of my brothers but I couldn't hold it in anymore, the walls in my head were starting to crumble and I couldn't take much more.

I felt a soft hand touch my shoulder causing me to look up. My eyes were met with a pair of blue eyes looking back at me. I scanned Emerson's body to see he was fully dressed.

"Everything will be okay, let's find Remington" he said in a soft quite tone. That's what I loved about Emerson he always had a calm vibe when he was out of little space.

I gave him a quick nod before taking his hand getting back onto my feet. I quickly wiped my eyes before opening the front door.

We both started to hopelessly run around the streets looking for any signs of our brother but so far nothing and the rain was falling hard.

"REMINGTON!" I screamed at the top of my lungs causing my throat to burn, the harder the rain fell the harder it was to see my surroundings.

Suddenly I felt my phone starting to vibrate in my jacket pocket. I answered it as quickly as I could not even looking at the caller ID.

"Remington please where are you?" I was almost in tears again. I looked down the street to try see if I could still see Emerson, all I could see was the outline of his body, he was going towards the park.

"Rem is missing?" I heard in a worried voice. I mentally cursed at myself recognising my boyfriend's voice, I couldn't bring him into this he already deals with me too much as it is.

"No no Dan we are just playing a game" I could hear how out of breath I was and my voice was raspy from crying.

"Don't lie to me Sebastian" he said in a serious voice. I was about to break before I heard a voice scream my name. I dropped my phone and started running as fast as my body allowed me towards Emerson.

I started to slow down trying to catch my breath as I reached the gates of the park. I was soaked to the skin and my body hurt all over but I didn't care. I searched around the park in till my eyes fall on to bodies.

"EMERSON!" I scream running towards the two figures, one crawled up in a ball on the hard ground and the over only in a white shirt and jeans.

I finally made it to the two bodies almost falling trying to stop myself so quickly.

Remington was in a ball on the ground covered by Emerson's coat and Emerson was now sitting on the wet ground playing with Remington's hair. I could hear his voice but couldn't make out the words he was saying.

"Rem, thank god" I let my body fall beside him and placed my hand on his upper leg causing him to flinch.

I quickly moved my hand away and looked at Emerson, worry filled my eyes.

"He did that when I first touched him as well but calmed down when he knew it was me and I started to talk to him, he wont answer though" Emerson said still playing with Remington's hair.

I looked down at the shaking broken boy. He was a mess and it killed me inside seeing him this way. I was meant to protect him and Emerson. I was the oldest I was meant to take all the pain they felt so they could be happy.

"Remmy what happened to you?" I asked in a soft tone hoping to get an answer from my baby brother.

He shook his head no and I sighed just wanting to know what happened to him. He was so broken and it killed me inside.

"Remmy please" I could hear how pathetic I sounded pretty much begging for him to talk but I just wanted to hold him in my arms and take all his problems away.

I closed my eyes and took a breath in trying to calm myself down because I could feel my eyes starting to water again and I didn't want to cry in front of him.

"She raped me...." I snapped my eyes open and looked down, he was looking at me his eyes filled with pain. His eyes were blood shot and he looked so lost.

"Who touched you?" I was trying to stay calm but I couldn't hold my anger in. Someone raped my baby brother, they left him broken and I will find them and kill the with my bare hands.

"I...I can't" he stuttered. He moved his body so his head was now sitting on Emerson's lap, Emerson still playing with his hair trying not to show how upset he was getting seeing his brother this way.

"Rem tell me who did this?" my voice was getting a little sterner. I wanted to know who did this to him, I wanted to make them pay for what they did.

"She will hurt you....I can't Sebastian....I CAN'T!" he screamed the last part then hid his face into Emerson. I could hear him start to sob and my heart broke.

I looked at Emerson and he looked just as upset as I was but didn't want to show his emotions knowing it would make Remington worse.

I ran both my hands through my hair trying to think what to do. I wanted him to tell me who did this to him but I also knew he wasn't going to tell me so my best option was to try get him home and maybe into a bath and just hope he would speak soon.