Panic. Thats all i felt. What do i do ? Do i call Greyson ?
Do i cry ? No. I just sat there. Not a move. No breaking the gaze.
Then as if it just hit me. Everything washed over me. A bucket was poared over my head with everything. Tears filled my eyes and my head fell, resting on our hands.
I sat there. Holding hes hand trying hard to stop myself from crying.
Luke is in hes last stages on leukemia. Cancer taking over hes body. But my little boy is not loosing the battle.
My heart physically feels broken. My whole body hurts and aches.
I cant loose him. I cant leave him go.
"Dont cry bubba."
My head heavily lifted up at hes soft voice. Big beautiful big eyes staring at me.
Summer-" Im sorry baby. Im sorry i couldnt protect you."
Luke-" Dont say that. Im going to see my mommy and daddy. I will see yours too."
summer-" Wait for me there please. I'll meet you there soon."
Luke-" Always with you."
I lightly smiled quite tears rolling down my cheeks.
Summer-" Always with you."
I squeezed hes hand. Kissing hes forehead. Hes eyelids slowly closed and a small smile curled on hes lips.
I knew he was with them now. That they would take care od him.
Streams of tears flew out of my eyes. I stayed in the same position for few minutes. Until getting up and turning off all the machines. Taking out the tubes in hes nose. Out of hes arms.
I quitely walked out. Thats when hell broke out. I puched everything. I broke the vases, pictures frames, everything that came under my hands.
I screamed and cried. Arms wrapped around my waist raising me into the air. Continueing to kick my legs and swing my arms everywhere.
People knew what happened. Didnt even have to ask. I was brought down to the ground and pulled into someones chest. Matthew.
Matt-" Get it out. Im here baby. Im here."
My cries were loud. Heard across the floor. Clentching Matts hoodie in my hand he pulled me into hes lap.
Why did they take him from me..
It was too soon..
Yes. I did this. Dont hate me ! I cried writting this chapter.
Thank you for reading ! :')
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Me and My stupid Mistakes. Matthew Espinosa
FanficSummer Henderson has made many mistakes in her life which made her the person she is now. Until she is assigned to take care of the one and only Matthew Espinosa. But not a good way of care. Her secrets get in the way which cause trouble and gets th...
