Me and My stupid Mistakes. Matthew Espinosa

chapter 45

I had the talk with Matt last night..

Its quite awkward today. But it did kind of gave me a wake up call. I've been so locked up in myself for long not accepting the fact Lucas is gone.

Blocking everyone out.

Right now im on my way .. well im walking. Trying to get everything in my head and sort it out.

Actually i havent really sorted out things with being a phoenix. Nothing or no one has caught on fire so i guess thats good.

"Its grieve. She'll be okay sooner or later."

"I know. I just miss my little sister."

I quickly hid around the corner as one person left the room. Katie. Our little mind reader. And the other person ? Well ..

I ran out into the large sitting room. Cam was standing in the middle rubbing hes head.

Tackling him with a tight hug was comforting. I blocked him out. When i wasent supposed to.

Cam-" Your back."

I hugged him tighter. I was so stupid to think blocking people out would help.

Cam-" Im guessing your coming with me tonight ?"

I looked at him with a confused face. Just as i was going to talk a group of people barged in. Well our team.

Katie-" Look at this !"

She took the remote and turned on the TV. James's face apperead on the screen.

James-" My father got away with murder 13 years ago. He was going to build a weapon to destroy our world. All hes projects were stopped and he will now be locked up for the rest of hes life.

I promise to never become the person he did."

I smiled to myseld. Good boy. I thought from the start he wasent like Stiller.

Katie-" Now that Sky is not working for him i could get some tips from her how to make him interested."

Oh i guess people didnt see me ? I cleared my troath and everyone looked at me. Then burst out laughing. But the only person that had my attention was Matt.

And when he knew i was there. He walked out.

Sky-" Keep it to yourself for now that im going too."

I whispered to Cam and went to my room. Time to get packing and leave.