Blessing or Curse | knj

Chapter 1

Y/N's POV

I got up from my bed groaning and holding my head tightly.

To say that I got a good night sleep is an understatement. I tossed and turn because of the fucking vision I kept on getting. It's been going on for 2 to 3 times a week.

It's non stop, I swear. My mate must be horny as fuck.

And god, I wouldn't want to see the face of the girl he is fucking in real life, she's better off with the visions only.

I looked at my phone for the time and it's only 6 a.m. It's still early for my first class.

I groaned once again, tiredness overcoming me. I can't seem to go back to sleep or else the visions will replay in my head again.

I forced myself to get up from bed and went out to the living room, only to see my roommate, Haneul, sitting on our couch watching a rerun of Friends.

"You're up early." She said her eyes still glued at the tv.

"Well, yeah. Unlike you I have a fuckboy mate who can't seem to keep his dick in his pants." I groaned, slumping myself next to her.

"I'm sorry to hear that," sincerity clear in her voice, "Do you think you know who this guy is? Because I'm ready to fight him." Haneul said, trying to make me feel better.

"No, but I know the face of who he fucked." I said, with a hint of jealously. Lying my head on her thigh.

I don't know why I felt jealous, I don't know who my mate is. Must be the bond taking control over me.

"Maybe he is doing that for you to find him?" She said, playing with my hair.

"I highly doubt that." I said, hint of anger present in my voice.

"Do you know how many times I get those visions?" I asked Haneul, tears brimming in my eyes.

"Two to three times a week, Haneul! Sometimes it's the same girl for over 2 weeks tops but the girl changes once in a while." I said, exasperated about my unfortunate situation.

"I'm trying my best not to cry every night and ignore the pain, but I can't. It's like there's something burning in my heart. Heat is coursing all throughout my body. I can't help but just scream and cry from the pain he is inflicting to me." I said while tears are falling from my eyes.

Haneul just looked at me with sympathy, it's clear that she can't do anything about my situation.

Only my soulmate and I can solve this problem. That's if we ever meet.

"For sure, he felt the pain you've been through as well." Haneul said, trying her best to comfort me.

"Isn't it quite clear that he doesn't care, Haneul." I said in a faint voice, almost giving up with this situation.

What did I do in my past life to deserve this?

"I'm sorry to hear about your situation, Y/N." She said still caressing my hair, trying to comfort me.

I just closed my eyes trying my best to find comfort with her small action.

"Better take a quick nap before you prepare for uni. You look like a zombie, sweetie." I heard her tease me - probably trying to lighten up my mood. Which I just chuckled softly to.